NUMB
I ran and ran,
Away from lies,
Away from guilt,
Away from life.
I ran and ran,
So I could find a haven,
So I could find my peace,
So I could find me.
I thought an thought,
About my tribulations,
About the broken pieces,
About the marred soul.
What had I done,
This was not me.
I knew the feeling,
The feeling of betrayal.
And yet, I let someone else taste it.
My rancid act had scarred another.
Did I not promise myself?
That I would never let anyone,
Anyone feel betrayed?
And yet I had done it.
Something so disgusting,
Something that was against my belief.
My guilty conscious loomed over me;
Like the darkening clouds above.
My voracious soul ignited;
Like the setting sun in the horizon.
Emotions so conflicting,
The sky reflecting my contrite.
The sky bled Crimson, Chrome and Vermillion,
The colours of my bleeding heart.
And then the heavy clouds,
The reflection of my remorseful mind.
Both dissimilarities clashed against one another;
The battle of polars,
A spectacle worth spectating,
A war worth debating.
A war within, the greatest of all.
My heart fought with my mind,
My guilt with my anger.
I breathed in a puff of cold air,
To subdue my roiling emotions.
A drop hit my forehead,
Then another... And another.
Down it came,
Washing away the colours,
Washing away the emotions.
The sky dulled with apathy,
I dulled with pain.
I didn't know what won the battle.
I didn't seem to care.
For in that moment,
I became numb.
Sorry for the really late update, life caught up with me and I had to deal with all my mess.
-A
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Bruised Melodies
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