I'm in love with my TWIN (jake)

Chapter 2

-Luke's pov-

It's just like any other Saturday sitting here alone in mine and jai's bedroom. Whilst jai has gone out with his new girlfriend and the others have fucked off down the beach, I sit here alone with nothing to do and bored out of my fucking mind! I might write in my diary!

22nd June 2013
Dear diary
I know it's the first time writing In this but I really need to let out my feelings today! Anyway I'm just gonna tell you my whole story like your human so let's get started..
It was mid July and the date was the 18th and me and the boys were making a dare Sundays video, it was a dare or dare video and we had to dare each other to do the most dumbest, funniest dares and beau and Daniel came up to me and jai one day whilst we were relaxing around, watching spongebob, anyway they came up to us and told us we had to make out for 2 minutes, I looked a jai and he looked happy? Excited? Mabey but we started to lean in and I felt our lips collide and move in sync together but for some strange reason i felt this giddy, bubbly feeling boil up in side me and it felt like a eruption had just happened in my stomach, suddenly jai pulled away as beau told us that the 2 minutes were up and everyone just went back to doing what they were doing before the kiss like nothing happened. But I couldn't get the kiss or the taste if jai off my lips. A couple of days after that I started to devolpe feeling for my twin! So as you have already guessed I'm gay for my twin brother jai! I have told my mum and James because I know I could trust him, my mum told me that she has always wanted a gay son but never thourght it would turn out this way, but then she said "love is love". When I told James he wasn't surprised he told me "I always knew you were gay and that you like jai because if the way you acted around him" ever since that day I have had major feelings for my brother, not just the feelings a teenage girl gets when she has a crush, but the feelings when your inlove.
But the only problem is jai has a new girlfriend Katie and I'm so fucking jealous of her, she gets to kiss his sweet, pink lips 24 fucking 7 and whenever she comes round they are always lovey dovey and she is always sitting on his lap and is always whispering things in his ear! her full name is Katie Louise ball, how do I know that May you ask, well I have 2 amazing best friends and no it's none of the boys even though they are my best friends but there names are Ellen and Molly ball and Katie is there sister, they know about me being gay and liking jai and completely accepted it, but they may be my best friends but u bloody hate there little sister, she took my man, well he isn't mine yet but still she took jai and now he loves her and not ME.
Anyway I just heard the front door open so that means the boys are back or it's jai and Katie so I will end it here
Luke x

I set my diary under my pillow and jump off my bed to see who just come in. I run out my room to see that it was Katie and jai. They see me and Katie runs up too me and hugs me all I can think of in this moment is 'get off me slut' she says "hey" and walks back to jai and they sit in the living room and start making out. I go out to the kitchen to make my self a sandwich as I haven't eaten all day and when I finish my sandwich, james walks in and greets me "hello" and walks to the bathroom and not long after beau enters eating off Daniels face, oh I forgot baniel is official, I wish me and jai were a couple like that but we wouldn't be the horny, likes sex all the time couple like baniel over there (but baniel can have there really sweet moments) but if me and jai were a couple we would be the sweet couple, the couple that would whisper sweet nothings into each others ears. I'm snapped out of my dreams by Katie running past knocking me over and running off crying. I wonder what's up with her. I walk into the living room and see jai sitting in his phone texting someone, I peer over his shoulder to see what he is writing and he texting Nash Grier and this was the convosation..
Jai: hey buddy I need to talk x
Nash: hey mate and sure what's up? x
Jai: well I broke up with Katie! x
Nash: what why? you two were perfect x
Jai: it just didn't work out, I think I may be gay x
Nash: well what's got you thinking that x
Jai: well I'm falling for someone and that someone is a boy x
Nash: okay spill x
Jai: I really love him Nash x
Nash: okay what's his name x
Jai: luke
I suddenly got tripped over by beau and couldn't see who this luke was, could it be me? I got up and went into my bedroom, I strip off till I'm left in my boxers. I slipped into bed and tried to sleep but I could because there was one thourght running through my head all night and that was, 'would it be possible if jai liked me back'

How was this chapter :) hoped you like it and do you think that this luke that jai was talking about was his twin or not? Xx Ellen xx