September 18th, 2018
The best part of yesterday was talking with you. Listening to you share a part of your soul with me. Thank you for letting me in, for letting me see your emotions, no matter how raw or potent they are. I love you just as much as I ever have, infinitely, I will never possess a reason to stop loving you.
Went to the Hyde Park Fair the other day with my most amazing friend and her most amazing guy. It was nice to be out with two people I love so much, making my skies sunny with no chance of rain. Just lots of wasps and ninja moves.
Today I didn't really do much of anything. Paid a few bills, felt a lot better about those things. Also dragged myself out of the house, granted that it was at the end of the evening, but still I managed to put on clothes and leave my "nest". Went to the Flying M for the first time since the beginning of summer. I came to the conclusion whilst there that all I've done is trade one of my vices (drinking alcohol) for another (drinking soda), but I've started to feel the wheels of motivation turning, so I won't spend too much time dwelling on that fact.
