way too far from reality

twelve a.m.

the thoughts of having you,
  touching your soft hands,
  and hugging you,
  tight;

  no wonder i can't have you,
  it's just a beautiful dream,
  that is why i can't reach you,
  you're bigger than anything
  else.

darkness is all i see,
  the brightest light
  when you are beside me,
  brighter than the sun's rays;

  you're a beauty,
  i always thought.
  you by my side,
  is a blessing for me.

if only
  the world is not against us,
  a forever between us
  can happen,
  then i remember,
  we can be only together
  in my dreams.