The Feels Of First

Knowing Eachother

Its already evening and i am already hungry. Gosh! Where is mom!!!
* gets out of room looking for mom to ask for food *
" mom!! Where are you, i am starving"
Mom then comes out of her room asking what i wanted. As usual, i answer " anything to fill my appetite"
Soo i went back to room and saw a text. Its was her's !! With a huge smile i checked the text and it said
"i want to know you better" i could almost feel my heart beat throughout my body. Never had anyone ever said that to me till now so we started out chat. After hours of knowing facts and all the qualities about each other, she breaks it to me saying "i miss you, wish i could stay beside you right now"
Those words hit me hard. My mind then started imagining so many weird and stupid stuff.. but wait!!!! Noo!!! Not that weird stuff!!! I just wish if i had some sort or teleportation power soo i could directly reach her.
Sooooooooooo damn my mind is going blank!! All i can think of is to hold her. I guess i will ask her out for tomorrow. I replied~
" i understand, i am feeling the same way. Sooo ummmm.... you want to meet tomorrow?? It would be out first date together"
She replied is splits second with a yes. Now that things have come to this, all i wanted was tomorrow to go well and how to create a quality time. Then she suddenly texts about her sad and dark side, how she actually is and said~
" you know, you are not my first and i know i am your first. I know the pain of being left out yet i m putting my faith in you and have entrusted my heart to you. Please take care of it through all time"
I knew she was the one. I knew now i can trust her with all my heart cause she knows the pain already and she would never want it again for herself or anyone else. Talking about relationship, i always found the problems in relationship very stupid. Those arguments and dramas!!! Gosh how does it ever happened and what actually leads to such stupid situation? Hope i never know! If we ever seem like to be having argument, i would never let her win but rather make us win with the problem. Sounds romantic enough?? I think yes.
It was already 12:23 am and it was out first night as a couple and damn time passes soo fast. Without any hesitation i asked her to go to sleep and said be ready for tomorrow and she said yes. So i turned off wifi hoping i will sleep now but i couldn't. All i could do was think of things that might make tomorrow special and unforgatable. Shortly it was already 01am and i finally seem to be feeling sleepy. * is she feeling the same?? Hope she is already asleep*

Krŕr... krrrr..... alarm rings~

God!!!! I hate this sound.
*quickly stops the alarm*

Wait!! I have a date today and i need to get ready! What time are we going to meet and where!!! I should have asked her yesterday. Fuck!! I am such a stupid kid. But then its just 7:00 am and i have alote of time. And so i texted her where we will meet and go.
I rushed to get ready as we are now supposed to meet at sharp 9O'clock at the park beside her home.

~after some time

Here i am ready on my jeans and black shirt with my cap on ready to move out. All that is left to do is tell mom i am going out and so i told her but as usual she needs detail!
" with whom are you going out with?" Mom said and without hesitation i replied
" i am going out on a date"
Mom said okay without any other questions while giving me that creepy looks. I could just tell by the look in her eye she didnt believe me and though i was just messing around but i didnt spend much time explaining and moved out.
I get in the bus thinking how she might look like and before i knew, i was already there. I got off of the bus and went to the park straight. It was 8:40 and i still had 20 mins left but then i still called her asking if she was ready.
She picks up the call
" hello. Have you reached the park? Stay at the main gate. Will be there in a minute "
I was happy cause we will now meet befor the planned time. Yess!! More time with her and Surely every seconds count. After a minute or soo, out of the crowd in footpath, i could see her presence shining as i felt those butterflies in my belly. I walked towards her and finally when we reached in front of each other, we sure did forget everthing. That was how deep i was into her and still am. I held her hands and said
"Lets go to the park now "
With her bright a little shy face she said okay and soo we did.
Reaching the park, there was a little garden with squirrel on the ground and we sat in a chair near that garden. I was still holding her hand and now i can feel those little sweats over our hands making them slippery but yet we were both didnt want to leave out hands. I start our conversation asking about her favourite food. I know i am going too casual but its my first date. She quickly replies "icecream" . Guess what!! I love icecream too.
We both smiled and continued talking about us as one and mentioning all possible outcomes of our relation in future. Everything sounds good and unless we disagree, nothing is against us. Then were sitting with her head in my shoulder. I could see her blushing a little. I knew i had to do something to make our first date memorable soo i put my hands on her face and looked at her. I guess she knew what was coming and seemed more then welcoming. Yes!! I was going for my first kiss. I might not have been her first kiss but she is mine now i will give her the feels of first.
I slowly moved my head toward her's as she closed her eyes. Finally when our lips touched, it felt heavenly. It was that really newly feeling. I was kissing her but the heat and chills were running through my whole body. Her lips were soft as feather and warm enough to melt my soul. Those little moves and tricks our lips did together dancing in eachothers pleasuring warmth, her face looked more beautiful then ever from upclose. Those amazing feelings, those perfect texture of her lips that i can no longer resist felt like a vacuum sucking me in with no escape as pulled my lower lips with her teeth.
That was the moment when two lovers were lost i eachother forgetting about everything and ignoring everyone. After the kiss, we went to a nearby restaurant and ordered food. She seems shy now. The foods are here but she doesnt pick up the spoon. Is she expecting me to feed her?? With out hesitation i did feed her. And soo before we realized it, it was our time to part away. The first date went really well and i lived every second of it. That sure was one of the best day of my life. Now i dropped her to her home and i know i should be greeting her family but that was not in the plan and i m not mentally ready for that yet. Soo, we gave eachother our hug for the day and said goodbyes.