The Feels Of First

How it all began.

*Zu!!!! Where are u going??* mom asked me as i was sneaking through the stairs.
" Shit! I really cant escape her. What excuse should i make now!"
* Just going out with friends. Will get back soon * Soo i jumped through the stairs trying to get out of the house as soon as i can. HEll YEAH! I cant possibly ever lie to mom soo avoiding any sort of conversation with her now would be hard for me. Walking on the street sure is fun sometimes when u get to look at hot chicks.
Okay!! Lets call that jackass bitch bestfriend and tell him i am out and should be moving on too. Ohhh!! By the way, i was going to a party means more beautiful ladies..
So i met with 'the bitch bestfriend' and we are now going to a restaurant they decided. After reaching, the first thing i do is look if my crush has arrived yet and there she is but wtf! She looks more pretty then usual. I hope i can control my self. So we all sat down on a big rectangular table chair and talk about good luck, my freaking crush sits beside me while i am already dying with my shy face. My weak point?? Not really, i guess when your feelings are, everything gets hard. Well.... fuck it!!! Lets manage some how. I know that bitch soo called bestfriend did something but hope things go good. Soo the party we ordered food, soft music was playing soo i just looked up to my crush and damn!!! Our eyes met.
* damn she looks pretty asf *
It was a moment pause as i was not able to see anything except the sparkles in her eyes and her lips. Her dark eyes shining at the light with those heart melting dream lips facing u. It sure felt like to just hold her and kiss those lips with all ur love and soul but wait!!! Stop!!!! That would be suicide and i still want to live with her. Hmmm.. look the food arrived and she is going live on instagram.
* here is my chance *
I totally fed her with my own hands while her's was busy holding the phone. Did i use spoon or fork?? Hell no!!! I fed her with my hands soo i could atleast feel the little touch of her lips on my fingers. Yeah!!! Yeah!!! Thats how crazy i am but then who cares. I can't help it.... So as the process was going on, i started completely looking at her checking her out. The body structure her pleasing voice her every curves and the warmth of her body. The way she did her hair, damn i am in love!!! But then out of everything her voice, those killer innocent looks and her oppai "boobs" sure did attract me the most. Soo i randomly started talking to her "flirting more precisely" and she doesnt seem to be pushing me back.
*Is this it!!! Is this when i finally become a man* snaps out of my imagination and continued talking to her...
Through the talking everyone else seems busy in their own stuff but then it doesnt matter. The bitchy dude sure is jerking off somewhere. Well lets try something... Soo i just put my right hand on her head and she gave me that genuine look which totally felt out of this world.
" Your hands sure feels very protective and comforting " she says
This was the moment i knew i should do something and take some steps first. Soo i looked straight into her eyes and damn shits just got real!!!
With my a little tense trembling voice i said that i liked her while my hands were reaching out hers... I could almost feel her heartbeat through the music in the room.
" with a lil shy face, she looks up to me and just shakes her head slightly saying yes"
That was when the spare of happiness struck me!! I had not even thought about it and damn. Is it for real!! Did she just say yes!! I was totally freaking out with joy. I couldn't hold back any longer soo i just pulled her close but wait!!! What now what am i do do now!!!
* a moment of silence breaks *
After few seconds she just puts her head over my shoulder with very comforting posture. I could see her eyes closed and her head rested on my shounder. I am sure she could feel my heart beat as i slowly put my hand around her and held her hands. Okay, this feels like heaven!! Gosh, i want to hug her soo tightly right now.
* hears a snap sound*
Fuck!!! That bitch just took our picture but then i guess i should be proud of it now. Ignoring my bestfriends i asked her if she wanted to step outside the room. My intentions were clear though i was a lil afraid about what she might think. Guess what!!! She said okay!!!
* steps out of the room holding hands*
Soo we were in the hallway and there were no people there soo we just talked randomly when i asked " u did really accept my feelings right?? "
She blushes and says " i always knew u liked me and i liked you too. All that was needed was you to make the move at first. "
Reacting out of happiness, i jumped in for a hug and she seemed more then welcoming for the hug..
And soo we hugged eachother with her both arms around my neck as she held me tightly sticking to her body and my arms were around her waist.
* damn this is my very first satisfying hug full of love. It sure feels special.*

After the hug. We went outside and gave ourselves some privacy and started talking about eachother. Well i probably knew many things about her thanks to me and my bestfriend 'information gathering skills' or just stalking skills but then boy, sure have to act unknown to keep the conversation going. But everything doesnt seem to work the way you thing. Friends come out too saying the party is over and we are supposed to be going home now. Fuck!!!! I want spend more time with her!!! Gosh!! But atleast lets drop her upto her bus stop. Soo we were walking upto her bus stop holding hands while my poor bestfriend was just walking beside silently. Do i feel bad for him for being left out alone?? Hell no!!!! That bitch deserves it!!. And we reached bus stop too. Our hearts didnt wanted to leave eachothers side yet we said out good byes but then we both turned and ran back to eachother after parting few steps away. It was when we hugged eachother last time on our first day. Then did get on her bus for real this time and said the final bye through her window seat and yet again i couldn't remove my eyes off of her. It was the moment when i could see sparkles around her as the bus was going farther away. Finally i looked at that pathetic bitch while he was giving me that creepy looks as if i just stole the virginity of a princess of a country.
But then time to go home soo we both talking shits moved towards home..

NEXT CHAPTER
- Knowing Eachother