BTS Smuts [English]

||Kitten [Yoongi/Suga x Reader]||

×Info: While reading this lemon, listen to House of cards by BTS and Or Nah Cover by SoMo×

!!AND!! I'm sorry if there are any spelling or grammar mistakes, but english is not my first language!

●Your PoV●

Yoongi and me are married for three years now. He is the CEO of a big company. I have to say, that I'm proud of him. My husband is working a lot at home lately. He was sitting on his laptop, typing, while I was on the couch scrolling through Instagram and liking the pictures of my friends. Since Yoongi is almost always working you could say I'm pretty bored...

We hadn't sex for a while, like four months or so. Always when I tease him he pushes me away. If this will go on for a few more weeks I want to die. Doesn't he understand that I also have needs? Doesn't he know that I'm sexually frustrated? Ugggh...

"H-Honey?", I asked. No response. "Yoongi?", I asked again. Still no response. I sighed and got up. I somehow knew that I couldn't get his attention. But well, I tried. Something in me wanted to slap him across his face for not noticing me. I walked into our bedroom to my closet. I had to catch some fresh air. Maybe that will help.

And maybe I should ask Mark (your male best friend) if he can spear me some time. Since I'm sooo lonely it wouldn't be bad to talk to someone right? I selected his phone number. "Hey Mark, you got some time?", I asked. "Sure, what's up?", he replied. "I really have to talk to you... I need someone to talk to...", I said. "Let's meet at our favourite coffee shop", he said and hung up. I smiled. I got a cute but not too short skirt and a lovely blouse from the closet. (Picture)

It's september and the leafs are already falling down. Yoongi wouldn't even notice my absence. Heck, he probably wouldn't even notice a break in even if he is at home. I looked in the mirror and checked my outfit. "Okay, I'm good to go", I said to myself. I quickly grabbed my jacket, my purse and my keys. "I'm going", I said, just to make sure he wouldn't worry.

I closed the door from our huge apartment and went out. The coffee shop isn't that far away, so I walked. After 10 minutes I reached the coffee shop where Mark was already waiting on a table. I got in and greeted him by hugging him. "Hey Mark, good to see you again", I said. "It's been a while, Y/n", Mark said. "Yeah", I said quickly.

"So, what's up?", Mark asked. "Much... But I wanted to talk about Yoongi...", I answered. "Okay, go on. I'm listening", he replied.

I know Mark since I was in kindergarten, so I knew I could tell him everything. So I told him everything, about me, about Yoongi, our current situation. He listened to everything I said and gave me comfort when he saw that I would tear up any moment. "Hey, it's okay", he said and padded my back. I know it's okay to cry sometimes but it was really frustrating for me that Yoongi wouldn't even notice me. I had that strange feeling that he doesn't love me anymore... Maybe he's bored with me?