mèng yào [梦 药] 一 gumdrop ∥ seungmin stray kids

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「 梦的开始 ; start of a dream」

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Half awake, he squinted his eyes and tried to open them to see the view. He felt his skin touching the little textures of rough surface, they were brown, he saw.

Seungmin moved his fingers and rubbed his eyes slightly as he sat up.

'right I'm in school' he thought and laid his face in his palms.

"Classes are done boy" jisung called him.

Seungmin then realised the class was already empty, leaving both of them alone.

"You need to sleep at the right time Mr. Kenny already warned us that he might get you into permanent punishment"

"I did..." Seungmin said with that woke-up-voice.

"But did you sleep at the RIGHT time?"

"Well, I tried..."

"You gotta see a doctor or something, you can't stay like that all the time"

"I will, see you" he told as they both left the class in separate corridors.

Seungmin went down the lanes and after a few turns, he reached his dorm. The first thing he did was throwing his bag beside the bag and then throwing himself onto the bed.

He held his head while furrowing his brows,

"Aih. The migraines aren't getting any better" he sighed and sat up to go to his cardboard.

The cardboard was filled with medicines in case he's sick. There were all kinds of medicine inside.

"Maybe I really should start taking the medicines" he groaned and closed the cupboard.

Seungmin proceeded to do some homework, shower, eat dinner, do some homework again, then sleep.

Well, TRY to sleep.

He went to the toilet to wash himself up. He cleansed his face and looked up.

All he could see was his exhausted expression. Dark circles slowly showing up, the corner of his lips drooping down, eyes not being able to open wide.

Seungmin ruffled his hair with frustration then stared at the sink.

He's tired of this lifestyle.

He reached to the cardboard and took some pills, he stared at the pills in his palms.

"I hope you work, I depend on you from now on" he swallowed them as he drank some water.

Seungmin headed back to his bed as he turned off the lights then he covered himself with the blanket. He tried to go back to sleep while thinking about positive stuffs.

It was then when he went to his dreamland, everything was filled with fog. The view was blurry as if he really was in a dreamland, with clouds everywhere.

There he was, standing in a distance as he saw an unfamiliar backview.

A girl was squatting, looking down into the aquarium and caressing the water with her soft fingers. She was wearing a white flowy dress.

'who's she? Where am I?' he thought.

The wind blew slightly and her silky hair was blown gently. It was like everything was in slow motion, the view of her became more stunning than ever.

He was looking at her gentle actions and how the wind made the image prettier.

She stood up and was about to walk away,

"Wait" he called her, trying to stop her from going away. His hands were still in midair, though he knew the distance was still very far for him to hold her.

She turned around and gave him an angelic smile then proceeded to turn around and walk away.

"Wait, don't go!" He called as he ran but she seemed to be disappeared within the clouds.

"Come back, I just want to know you" he called and continued to run while holding her but catching nothing but fading clouds. He then fell into an unknown trap instead.

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「 梦的终点 ; end of a dream」

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