My terrible life

I am so tired of trying to reach out for help

It doesn't work.. people who promised that they would wait for me back in Texas.. they forget about me and are ignoring me.
I try to tell my uncle and aunt but, they are just all oblivious in their own world..
I try to tell my mom.. but... she needs to help herself first and I don't want to bother her with my issues.
I try to tell my dad but... he says it's all a phase..
I try to smile.. I try to make friends but, they think it's all a joke and mostly ignore me.
It doesn't work texting someone.. I want someone in real life.. someone to hold me and someone to tell me it will be okay..
I don't know anymore..
What's the point?