My Book Of Poems

My Happy Place

I'm trying to stop these thoughts, that are begenning to feel like lead.

I'm beginning to feel wary, as I try to pry them from my head.

These thoughts bring me closure, but I know they're not right.

I'm going to have to let you go, but I'm not giving in without a fight.

I walk in and see you there, my day goes from good to great.

I close my eyes and ignore, shutting you out keeping my mind out of that state.

It doesn't take much of your games, everything you do puts me in a smile.

Mouthing stupid nothing's, we kinda just sit there and stare for a while.

The way you are you've changed my life, you are truly one of a kind.

Reality suddenly hits, and I seam to remember, it's not me who you seam to find.

We are separated by two different worlds, end up joined together becoming one.

People seam to threaten and tease, but for now let's forget and just have some fun.

I sit and listen, you're voice so soft with a slight spring.

And don't even get me started, on how I feel when you sing.

You chase all my anxiety away, with just a few words.

My heart starts to pound, as a stabbing pain shoots through me like swords.

I end up telling you no, tearing away just to stay safe.

Although deep inside, I find you to be my happy place.

Even though though I seam to be uncreative I've end up putting forth my all.

Don't speak just think, if you have questions I'll be there with one call.