Her Promise

4. My Life is Over

Listen to the song to make more emotional because I cant write emotional things...

So I still don't know what the hell is going on. Mom and dad left early for the court case (i don't think they could handle seeing me). So I went downstairs to get ice cream and that leads us to now. I'm sitting on the couch with two tubs of ice cream watching 'To All The Boys I've Loved Before' ( AN: 'A' I first wrote Fairy Tail, the best anime ever! 'S' Her opinion. NOT MINE)

I'm waiting for mum to give me a call saying, that I am going to be picked up by some police. I wonder if I can get them to stop and get food on the way? I sighed and smiled as Schnitzel Stickers (my pet cockatoo) landed on my shoulder. I stood up and gave him some crackers while talking to him.

Con: You know he doesn't understand you?

Rose: Oh look, LUCKY me, your BACK!

Con: Aha you're like so funny

Rose: Anyway stop, I'm kinda nervous for the court THEY SAID I KILLED SOMEONE!

Con: Well did you kill someone?

Rose: NO OF COURSE NOT!

Con: Well then you shouldn't be scared. You didn't do it, then that means YOU DIDN'T DO IT.

Rose: For once you actually made sense

Con: Well I felt a little sympathetic, DON'T TAKE IT FOR GRANTED

I chuckled, jeez my subconscious. You either love them or hate them I guess. Wait are they a person or not? OR are they just in your head? WAIT WHAT IF IT'S MORE THAN ONE PERSON, AND THE DIFFERENT MOODS ARE DIFFERENT PEOPLE?!?

Con: Dude, they made a goddam movie about that...

I was about to respond (with something amazingly witty and remarkable) when a police car pulled into my driveway. I started smoothing out my clothes and fixing my hair as a police officer got out of the car and rang the doorbell. Well, thanks, Mum for the call in advance it really helped.

I took a deep breath before opening the door, I allowed the police officer to cuff my hands as I was lead into the car and they took me away. I bit my lip as I got last glimpses of my house. Who knew if I was ever going to see it again.

My mind clouded as we soon arrived. I took a seat next to my lawyer and glanced around, I saw my mother and father holding hands, my mother's lips were drawn in a thin line and my father's face was unreadable. I shifted around and peered at the judge. He would be the one thing that could fix this mistake or cause me a hell hole. Turn my world upside down.

When the case began I was terrified, I sat in the chair shaking, tuning in and out at occasional parts. The lawyers were arguing like little children over some blocks of toys. After what seemed like ages of this argument going back and forth back and forth. I looked up at the judge then it happened.

The world seemed to fade around me. I gripped the table to secure myself. The words that I've dreaded came, my body when ridged when I heard it. I took another second to let it seep into me. All my senses blurred, I see my mother start screaming and yelling while my father looked at me in disbelief.

My head was spinning and my heart seemed to stop. I could feel my blood pumping throughout my body. My arms and legs feeling like lead, my knees buckled beneath me and before I know it I'm being pulled up and taken out by an officer. The sound of the gavel (hammer the judge uses) banging ringing in my ears.

I felt like screaming every inch of my body and mind protesting. Repeating over and over again no it's not true it's not real. I looked at my parents pleading looks in my eye. My mother buried her head further into my father's chest while my father looked at me. Our eyes locking, mine begging for mercy while his where showing disbelief and another thing...hate? No mercy? No, I couldn't pin it. After what seemed like the longest seconds in my life my parents turned their backs on me.

Excluding me from their lives. As though I should have never been there, wasting their time. An unworthy child, a disappointment a failure. Tears brimmed my eyes while there's showed nothing. No love, no sympathy. My heart shattered, I felt my world crumble around me. It seemed that I lost my voice. My own body. Everything I owned. My fucken parents...

I took one last glance around me as I said a silent goodbye... My life's fucken ruined.

The word that ruined my life. The voice of one person impacting everything to me. The word "guilty"

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'S': wow... I'm kinda proud of this chapter what do you think A? But I can't really write emotional parts so yea how did I do?! *reads what 'A' commented about the 'emotional part'* *smiles sickly* thanks...Also, guys ik that there are many court cases before a decision is made. But for this books sake (and my writing) let's pretend that it's in 1 case :) PULS sorry for those bad wordies, I felt that it was needed. I mean c'mon your gonna crack if that happened to you..right?

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