I kinda forgot about this book and I need to rant so I will
I'm getting sick and I hope my parents let me stay home from school today because I don't have a shred of energy in my body right now. My ankle (that I had surgery on) is in a lot of pain at the moment as well and it sucks because it's been 3 years of this shit and I thought surgery was supposed to fix it but apparently it didn't
I hope my parents don't put up a fight about me missing school. I haven't slept well in months so I am exhausted out of my own mind and my parents think I'm just bullshitting to get out of school. But I love school tbh and high school is not nearly as miserable as middle school and to be totally honest with you I love being at school because I get to be away from home. The reason why I hate being home so much is because my family is in ruins right now so school is my escape from that
You know it's bad when school is an escape.
My parents really have no remorse for anything. At all. They don't fucking care. They only care that they're spending money on me so I should feel obligated to do whatever they tell me and I need to give into their manipulation because they are the parent and I am the child and I have to obey. It's a living hell every single day of my life. Parents like this confuse me because if you so badly want to make your child's life hell and drive them insane why fucking have children?
I'm sick of it
Anyway
There's a guy in my piano class that I really like and I'm going to try asking him to homecoming this week. We've been kinda talking but nothing more than friends so far. He's really sweet and he's funny and he's gorgeous and the best
I'm done here I need sleep so I'll talk to you guys later bye
