Nathan Prescott Imagines

Insecure [smut]

You and Nathan had been dating for months, almost a year even. You were still so shocked that he could even like someone like you. In your mind you weren't interesting, you didn't have a nice face, you didnt have a nice body, and you weren't at all special. Then again all of those were opinions of yours and apparently a few others. You watched Nathan as he sat beside you, a cloud of smoke escaping his lips. You dropped your head onto his shoulder and smiled at his presence. He chuckled at you; he told you he thought it was cute when you got like this. He described it as "cuddly and shit" but really you just loved to soak in and acknowledge your closeness with him and just him being with you.

"What's up..?" he leaned his head against yours

"Nothing. I'm freezing." You whined the last bit;even though you were wrapped in his jacket

"Fine,we can go back to my dorm." he smiled and put out the joint he had previously been smoking. You had warned him multiple times that he shouldn't smoke on campus especially out in the open; but he didn't really care.

He got off the hood of his truck and then grabbed your waist;his hands wrapped around your waist tightly as he pulled you off the hood, he held you and then began to to walk;

"What are you doing?! Don't drop me!" You laughed nervously

"I'm gonna carry you,duh." he smirked up at you as he helped you up to a level above him. You wrapped your legs around him tightly.

"Nathan I don't know--I..I mean I'm probably heavy!"

"No,you're fine."

You craned down to peck his lips and he smiled against your lips before lowering you in his arms to kiss you easier. At first it was soft and gentle but slowly became rougher and more hungry;like he was craving for you. You wrapped your arms around his neck tightly to keep yourself up. Before you knew it you both were at the dorms;luckily no one was around. He pulled away from the kiss,

"U-unlock the door." he panted out as he tried to catch his breath. It took you a minute to process as your mind was previously blank but you perked as you registered in your mind that the key was in his jacket you had on. You took one arm from around his neck to frantically pull the key from the jacket pocket. You hastily unlocked it;grabbing the key once it was open. You returned the key to his jacket pocket and before you could place your eyes back on Nathan his mouth was latched to your neck as he carried you in;he pressed you against the door to shut it. Your arms tightened around him as you felt him bite you softly multiple times and suck the skin. Every now and then he'd bite too hard which would make you yelp and bulk your hips against his; and then he'd whisper an apology against your skin. You moved one of your hands to his hair;running your fingers through it. Almost gripping it before he stopped. Your eyes that were previously squeezed shut opened immediately to look at him, before you could ask him why he stopped he was at the bed and dropping you onto it. His shirt came off and he waited for yours to he next,
"I-I.. I don't know, Nathan. I don't--"

"If you don't feel comfortable it's okay. If you're not ready, I'll wait. No rush,no pressure."

"I want to it's just...what if you don't like it...what if you don't like me."

He looks at you;confused,
"What do you mean?"

"I...mean that I don't look like other girls you've been with. I'm not--my body isn't...perfect."

"Y/n. It doesn't matter what your body looks like, you're beautiful and perfect and that won't change just because you don't think you meet certain standards. Even if you're not perfect, you are certainly perfect for me." he reassured

"Nathan," you smiled and kissed him softly, "I-I trust you." you unwrapped your arms from his neck and pulled off your shoulder. Soon you both were undressed and you could just sort of make out the features of his body by the moon light soaking in through is blinds.

"Is okay if I turn on some light..? I want to see you better." he cautiously asked

"Y-yeah..." you watched him as he turns on the lamp by his bed;opening the drawer of the table it rested on. You knew what he was getting and you knew exactly where this was going but the butterflies in your belly raged anyway. He looked at you again and you watched as his eyes fully searched every inch of you, you covered yourself as you felt your whole body burn.
"Don't stare like that, it's super embarassing." you nervously laughed.

"I'm sorry," he chuckled and leaned over you to plant a kiss on your forehead, "I just can't help myself. You shouldn't be so insecure...you're amazing." he smiled against your skin and then he moved down to kiss your lips, then your neck, then your chest. You laughed quietly as it tickled a bit, you watched him as he moved further down; his eyes peering up at you. You shook your head once he got closer to his destination,
"No! Y-you don't have to...I'm not...comfortable with that yet." you quickly said

"Sorry," he moved back up and he whispered into your ear, "Are you ready?"

"Y-Yeah." your heart raced even faster, which you didn't think was possible

He grabbed onto your hips and pushed into you slowly, softly. He immediately noticed how the pained expression on your face grew; tears apparent in your fragile e/c eyes.
"Shit, y/n, a-are you--" he released you from his touch and was close from disconnecting himself from you but you quickly grabbed his hands and placed them right back on your hips.
"It's okay, I'm fine." you painfully whispered

"Are you sure? Why didn't you tell me? Do you really want this--for me to--" he looked at you; worried

"Yes. I want this," you wrapped your arms around his neck to bring his lips down onto yours and once you parted again you spoke, "Go ahead."

"I'll be super gentle, I promise."

"I know. That's why I trust you." you smiled

"Okay..." he warned and he began to move gently, you grunted and groaned in pain but the longer it went on you were able to enjoy it. Your sounds of pain turning into pleasure. You felt your chests press against eachother as Nathan leaned into you more to get a better angle; his arms now wrapped around you and his hands resting of your back. You dug your nails into his back as you moaned. The pace became quicker and rougher. Your face buried in his neck; a string of curses leaving your mouth.
"I love you." he groaned out as his thrusts became sloppier and out of rhythm they once stayed at,

"I-I love you too." you moaned to him; digger in his back more and more. Your head became fuzzier and fuzzier and you felt your body tense in ecstasy, yelling a loud curse. He pulled away to look at you again and planted many kisses into you, muffling the sounds of you two. In this moment everything was perfect and full of intimacy. He continued and then became more and more sloppy until he finally released himself, disconnecting from you even though it was safe. He held onto you tightly as you both panted heavily, his head resting against his chest. Once the room became silent you spoke,
"D-Did you mean that?" you asked, breathy

"What?" he moved his eyes up to look at you with his cheek still against you

"That you love me...that's the first time you've said..." you mumble

"That's the first time you've said too, so did you mean it too?"

"Of course I did. I love you."

"I love you too." he whispered with a smile.

And you both got yourselves comfortable before crawling into the bed together,staying undressed. You both cuddled there together; whispering sweet nothings until sleep came to claim you both.