Say My Name

You know how someone promises you that they’ll be with you forever just to save you and be by your side? I never believed in those promises. But for one moment, one shining moment, I believed in it. But it turned out to be a lie after all. There really is no such thing as “forever”. Whether it’s a relationship or a friendship… Earth rotates and we have to move forward. Every single word or promise will fade to oblivion in the end. It’s not that I’m trying to be pessimistic here but… I’m not a 100% optimist that thinks taking a step backward after taking a step forward is not a disaster but more of a cha-cha.

Once this friend promised me that he’ll never leave, that he’d always be here to save me. But then he got pissed off with me I guess. But that’s okay, even if he was important… it’s for the best I think. I completely respect his decisions, and I won’t cry because it ended, I’ll smile because it happened. We’re all stories in the end. You can either be the protagonist or the antagonist, sometimes you’re just a supporting character… he was the one who randomly showed up in my story by a coincidence but saved my life. He helped me with all my problems, he knew I was always there for him but he never bothered telling me his problems cause he thinks my story is too tragic and it would be too much for me… I believe I could have coped. But then, I realize it would hurt him as well. I never liked endings. But like I said before… people leave because they should, or because they find someone else, some forgets me, I guess in the end, in all of time and space… the only remaining thing will be me. But that’s okay. The Impossible Girl’s story has just begun… and there is more to come.

“You’re only a teen years old, growing older, but why is it that your story seems like you’ve lived a thousand years? You’re so wise…” My friend said. I’ve experienced all types of pain, but those are lessons in life. You’ll never hear a happy story without a tragic moment. Whenever I run with him, it feels like it never ends but no matter how hard you try you can’t run forever. Everybody knows that everything ends and no one knows it like us. I’m proud of you, Kevin. You don’t have to act like you’re alone. There’s me. We know all about each other, don’t we? We’ll see each other again, won’t we? Till next time… 111th Doctor.