"I don't know if that can happen Ethan. I really wish it could. I would do anything to make that happen."
I look up at him with hot tears going down my eyes
"Can you try and make it happen?"
"I'll try."
I say that trying to give him hope. I know I can't do it until he gets better though.
I put my hands on the little stand in front of the window and look at Ethan.
"I'm sorry. I'm so fucking sorry. I feel like this was all my fault. I feel like I triggered more of your emotions. I'm so deeply sorry Ethan."
"It's not your fault Y/N. Trust me. But I just have one question."
I look at him with confusion leaking out of my veins
"What Hun?"
"Why is this happening? Why is the world like this? Why am I like this?"
"Why?"
The End