Ashton thank you.

Part 5

He quickly notices that I am not so keen with what he has done and wipes that grin of his face. I can see him getting more and more awkward as he moves his arms from around me and sits back against his head board.

It has been around 2 minutes and we havent spoken a word until he plucks up the courage to do it.

"I'm so sorry" He whispers.

I turn around to look at him to see if he is being serious or not and he seems to have gone really red so I take that as him being serious.

" I was never going to do anything tonight" He carries on. "I was just having a joke around, I thought you would laugh and maybe join in with the joke... I guess you're not that kind of girl."

I am that kind of girl to be honest, when I said I was a virgin I meant it but I have done some things. I have sucked someone off and gave a handjob but I have never let anyone do anything to me- not yet anyway.

"Look Ashton, there is no need to apologise to me. I admit that I took it the wrong way and I should of laughed it off but I felt like you were just using me because I am at a fragile place with my parents death and all." I say.

"Omg no!!!" He quickly replies. "I would never think that, I am just a really jokey kind of guy and I dont know what I was thinking."

I hold on to his arm and wrap it around my shoulders to kind of let him know I am back to normal with him again and I see him heavily breath out like he feels much better.

We both got back into the movie and feel much calmer around eachother now, which I am very happy about because I am starting to feel pretty certain that I do want to do things with him.

I think about it for a while and start to then move my hand further and further down his stomach until I am fiddling with his snail trail. I instantly feel a twitch happen in his pants and I know that is a sign that he wants me to carry on.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" He asks me. "I dont want you to feel like you are presured to do anything you do not want to do."

I nod at him and start to lower my body down the bed until my head is vertical to his dick. I watch him shuffle around and put his head back which I found super super hot!

It was all about to happen now.