5 months later
I cant can't do this...anymore I just can't. I'm 5 months pregnant I lost both of my best friends and my parents hate me. my dad cheated on my mom twice. My mom is getting drunk and they both take all the anger on me I should have never met bigi my life would have been so much better my dad wouldn't be mad my mom wouldn't want me dead and i wouldn't be pregnant with twins...yep i said it my life is fucked I can't live on th is planet it's too hard and I'm too damn young to have a baby I'm not ready for any of this everyone at school calls me slut and hoe and attention seeker and all this shit I'm not...because of bigi. Im not blaming this on bigi but he is most of my problem I just cant...im going to kill myself. I went on my computer and the first thing I saw was hate comments and people slut shaming me once again...
BIGI POV
Im walking home thinking about Fatima I feel like something is wrong i know she's pregnant but I only see her at school but she won't even talk to me.shes been really quite and won't look anyone in the eye I want to know whats wrong but ever since my family found out about the baby's they won't let me see her. I get a notification on my computer that she has posted a video
(Pretend the girl who watched the video is bigi)
I tried calling her but she wouldn't answer then I called her mom . I ran to her house as fast as I could when i got there the door was unlocked thank god. I couldn't find her anywhere but when i did I wished it never happened
"Fatima what are you doing" I yelled
"I can't get the cap off"she cried I tried taking the pills away but they ended up falling all over the floor
"What did you do "Fatima yelled then her mom came running in her room and embraced her in the tightest hug but not too tight cause of the baby
"I wanna die"Fatima yelled a little after an ambulance arrived although she didn't do anything they still took her just to make sure
1 WEEK LATER
I was walking to Fatima house I'm allowed to see her once a week and today was my first time actually seeing her without all the telling and stuff I'm just gonna hang out with her but i do want to talk about the baby and other stuff. Apparently she's been suicdal since she was in middle school
FATIMA HOUSE
I walked up to Fatima door and knocked 3 times it took her a while to answer the door but she opened it. We talked about school and are family she talked about how she was getting In too drawing but the only thing i could think of was her being suicidal and i just had to ask...
"We're you really gonna do it" I asked
"Yea"she whispered I could tell she didn't want to talk about it
"Did you think about all the people you would hurt if you did" is asked
"No i thought about all the people that would be happy without me and i thought about why was even brought to this earth if I was going to die anyways I thought about the baby I thought about my and my dad... I thought about us"She said
"You wanna know what I think"I said
"You want to know what i think" she asked
"What is it" I asked
"If we just went are separate ways my life would have been good enough for me if you weren't such a asshole we would still be together if I would have just forgot you even existed I would be been happy if you would be just left me alone I would be dead and not have to deal with this shifty place called earth I dont know what everyone wants me to be but here I am...Fatima"she said
TO BE CONTINUED...
