( WARNING BC SAD :( )
Anonymous P.O.V.
It started going round in circles, Luke and Rocky going behind Ashton's back, Ashton and Mike going behind Michael's parents back and Emily and Calum going behind Michaels back.
Until one faithful night (DUN DUN DUNNNN) a pap was wondering around Luke's place, you see 5 Seconds Of Summer were getting pretty big and when you're big, privacy is no longer a privilege, Accidently a window was left open and the pap could hear moaning coming from Luke's room, he climbed a window with his camra and boy did he hit the jackpot.
The pap took the pic, luckily his camra didnt flash, but there was Luke Hemmings from 5SOS in bed with a well known youtuber, Rocky, luckily for her Luke was blocking the window's view of Rocky's cleavage and a bed sheet covering their lower bodies.
The next day the pic went viral, Luke girls were heartbroken and thats when it started, her twitter began filling up with hate, whether the hater was a fan of 5sos or just thought Luke was smoking hot and was jelous.
Rocky fell into a rut, she couldnt go on social media without seeing some form of hate, even on her youtube acc.
A couple of years ago Rocky was a broken child, she had anxiety, anger issues and depression,a mental condition, she took pills for it, she still takes them to control herself, but one day she made a youtube acc, she posted covers of sad songs, she told her story and supposrted anyone who was bullied, she began writing her own songs too, to help people, a voice for the voiceless, a voice for herself.
Fans grew in large numbers, like a army of the broken souls.
but Rocky fell back into a rut, she stopped eating, stopped talking, locked in her room all day, she knew her best friend Ashton was pissed with her because she was seeing Luke behind his back, Luke didnt even text or anything since the night they got caught.
Her phone never stopped buzzing tho, somehow someone got a hold of her number and "WHORE", "BITCH", "ATTENTION FREAK" filled up her messages, it was only a bit of fun her and Luke, why did it have to become this?
The last time she was this bad is when her ex Tyler broke up with her, she was inactive on youtube and fans got worried, she then made a video saying sorry that she was inactive and all that and broke down crying when she mentioned Tyler.
The next day she got a message after making a fool of herself on youtube, from another youtuber, Ashton Irwin from some band called 5 seconds of summer, he sent her a long message of support and they kept in touch.
Now getting back to present day Rocky, her youtube became inactive again so she decided to post something.
(if ur able to listen to 'the light behid your eyes' by my chemical romance, listen to it from here until the end of this part)
Rocky got her guitar and began singing the light behind your eyes by MCR, her fav band, its a really sad song, one of her all time favs, not that she would admit it though.
She uploaded the vid, not caring that she looked a mess, no make up, dark circles under her eyes, unable to smile anymore.
"One day i'll loose this fight" is the one lyric that stuck in her head from the song, Rocky gulped "no i can't" her voice was shaken, she knew there was an old blade she kept in her bathroom.
Unable to think she walked into the bathroom and sat against the bathtub, her mind was numb, her phone was in her pocket still, the hateful messages were still coming, Rocky hugged her knee's tightly.
Then she felt her phone ringing, should she answer it? will it be the final push over the edge?
Gulping, Rocky answered her phone " hello....." she whispered, tears falling down her cheeks
"HELLO IS THIS ROCKY? OMG LOOK PLEASE EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE OK, OK? IGNORE THEM YOU CANT DO THIS, YOU CAN GET THE LIGHT BACK IN YOUR EYES JUST GIVE THIS BULLSHIT TIME TO PASS OVER, PLEASE DONT DO ANYTHING STUPID IM BEGGING YOU PLEASE"
Rocky paid attention to her chest rising and falling with every breath, her eyes squeezed tightly shut as she began to sob (well ya know when someone asked if ur ok and only then is when u start crying? well thats why she's crying)
Taking a deep breath she spoke quietly into the phone "......you just saved my life....thank you"
Ok so Rocky was techniqually a groupie bc she had sex with a famous singer, even tho's she's sorta famous too but she decided after that random phonecall fuck it, this is my life i live it how i want and no fucktards have the right to drag me down!
