He's mine (todoroki x midoriya )

chapter 1

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*flashback*
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kacchannnn!!!

kachann!!!!

kachann wait uppp!!

please

don't leave me....

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my name is Izuku Midoriya. Ive been living in a non easy life. For 16 years I had to learned things on my own. I learned how to control my emotions, how to cook, how to draw, how to basically manage my life and myself. I have my ups and down but I try to keep my hopes up for a better day. It's not easy though when I was a child. better way to say it, it was like a survival game. It all started on a day that won't ever be forgotten. It still scars me to this day. I cant remember the date exactly but I remember it was on a Wednesday morning when my parents suddenly disappeared when I woke up. I was little so I just assumed that they were playing hide and seek with me. Or that they were cooking. Parents loved to play with their kids to cheer them up, that's what they did for me.I can remember myself looking around our house, having hope they appear. Up and down the stairs I checked. Searched in the rooms and every inch of the house but they didn't appear.
"mommmmm, daddddd?"

no reply.

I checked outside outside.

"mommmm daddd??"

no reply.

suddenly I began to worry. I felt my face wet from water coming out from my eyes. not sweat, not rain, just water filled with sorrow and fear.
"m-momm....

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d-daddddd?"

i wiped my own salty tears. they never came back.None of them were found.
I was a child, so you couldn't expect me to know where they were. You couldn't expect me to assume that they were dead. I was little, no kid in their lives have ever thought about their parents being dead. I assumed they left away somewhere without me, but I was still sad. Being all alone was such a terror.

I spent a whole day inside my house.
they won't come back won't they?
My mind filled with echos of disturbing sounds i can't describe.
they never loved you
they left you
they hated you
they didn't want to be with you
you were so worthless
no
No
NO
That's not true
hated.
worthless.
Stop it
you were NOTHING to them
STOP IT.
at that moment, I literally went insane. My fear only grew bigger and bigger. I would fidget and twitch so much. I threw a glass of water that I was drinking to calm myself but didnt do so. The glass shattering into pieces was the only sound be heard besides my breathing. I heavily breathed so much. inhaling and exhaling quickly.
"What were those sounds?"
I try to keep my mind into something else. My mind couldn't take it. Those word keep repeating if I keep thinking about them. I went into a corner, sat down and faced the wall so that I didn't look at the room. (YALL KNOW WHEN YOUR KINDERGARTEN OR FIRST GRADE TEACHER BE LIKE "GO TO THE CORNER, TIME OUT, MIDORIYA IS SITTINF LIKE THAT I CANTRJDHTHDH) They all remind me of them which was why I was going insane. I'm a kid.
I don't want anyone going through want I'm feeling.

after hours of just staring at the wall. my stomach growls.

that's right, I need to eat.