Lost.

Hugs and hotels.

I woke up to my head pounding on something.

Oh god, my head was actually paining me so much.

I opened my eyes and realized that I was leaning on the window, that's why my head was pounding.

I looked outside the window, it was pretty dark outside, I was able to see the amazing shining stars, and to my luck, I saw a few commits which was very rare in the town since there's a lot of light in there.

I looked to my right to see Cam sleeping, his head was on my lap, he looked so peaceful.

Tyler's seat was moved to the back so he's laying down on it, he was snoring and his snores sound like a dying bear to be honest.

And last but not least, John was driving.

I hesitated before I asked him.

"Umm, do you like know how much time do we have left until we reach? I'm really tired" I admitted with a frown.

"I don't really know, I think we lost our way, I'll see if we could find an hotel or something to stay in for the night" he sighted.

"Oh okay" I said and leaned back in my seat.

The way he was talking was different, it held a lot of emotion behind it, he sounded like he cares. He sounded real different than the way he talked with me in the morning, I shook that off because I knew that he would never care bout me.

John kept driving in the same path until he got extremely tired and decided to stop for a while.

He puffed some air and leaned his head on the seat, he looked really exhausted, he had bags underneath his eyes, his hair was in a knotted mess and he just basically looked tired.

"I'll go out for a bit, my legs feels so numb" and with that, John left the car.

I decided to follow him, I dont know maybe I could talk to him or something.

I went down but before closing the door, I adjusted Cameron's head on the seat so it doesn't pain him.

I closed the door and followed John.

I found him sitting beside a tree, his back facing me.

I quickly moved and sat beside him.

He was surprised that I sat with him.

His eyes were teary and red rimmed, and his checks were wet, like he had been crying.

"John, why - why were you crying?" I asked while wiping away his tears.

He didn't answer, he just looked away and stared into nothing.

"John tell me" I asked him again.

He didn't answer but before I ask him again, he instantly hugged me.

It startled me for a minute but then I realized he was crying.

He kept on bawling like a baby, but he didn't tell me what happened, I obviously knew something was wrong because let's me honest, John would never cry, and would also never hug me.

"I promise you I'm not a bad person" John said while crying.

"I know, i know" I told him while rubbing his back "John don't cry" I tried to stop him but nothing could.

He just kept on crying until he finally stopped, but he kept hugging me.

After a minute, his hands loosened a bit and I got confused, was he sleeping