for min yoongi's eyes only !

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i kind of thought that you've somehow gotten tired of me, but you never did, in two years of me being annoying to you and you loving me anyway. i know your health is more important, you are more important and i understand the decision you made. wherever you are now, please always stay healthy and happy and loved. it's hard to let go but i will just for the sake of me not being sad because i know you wouldn't want that! though, i'll hardly ever forget you and the memories we made but that's okay! i want it to stay that way, you were mine and i was yours, you were my yoonbooty and i was your dabutt. as sappy as it sounds, you were the light to my darkness and you really knew how to make me smile, like a whole lot! frowning was extinct whenever i'm with you and with even just that, you managed to really catch my heart and even melt it, me to a pile of goo. those two years, by the way, i never e v e r regretted it and  i still have the book you made just for me when we were still 2gayther yknow,, i keep on reading it still and god knows how it still manage to make my heart happy, how it always manage to make me smile so wide that my jaw just, hurts,, but it's sooo worth it! anywayy, this is kind of ending because you know how wattpad is strict with limitationss and i'm veryy afraid to be cut off when i have so much to say and hhhh ): well, min yoongi, you were the bestestestestestestestestest999999999999999999× thing that ever happened to me and i just want you to know that i'm really reallyy happy that i chose to write all those pick-up lines in your mb and not on someone else's because i wouldn't have met the most important person in my life, everrrrrr. if i were given the time to go and change everything, write pick-up lines to other people's mb. i would never ever change a thing, i mean i'd still write pick-up lines to someone's mb but that someone would still be you. hhhh,, i love you sososososososososo much, min yoongi and nothing, not even now, could ever change that. i know you don't know that all the love you gave me was e n o u g h for me to acknowledge that i am special because you made me feel like it and ugh, the way you did it ( with the book,  ur w0rds and all ) ✊ i'm such a lucky woman. there's a lot more that i really want to say but then, again-- i'm almost the limit. to sum it all up, min yoongi. i'm sorry, i am so so so sorry, for not being the best girlfriend you could've ever asked for, hoped for, imagined. though, for me, you were the SWEETESESTESTESTESTESTESTESTESTESTEST, bESTESTESTESTESTESTESTESTESTESTESTESTESTESTEST, THE MOST PERFECT boyfriend EVER. and i love you very very very much! if you see this and ever want to come back, i'll be waiting, i don't care if we won't be together anymore, i just want you back. even as friends, i'm fine with that. only if you want though, if you don't then, that's okay, please be healthy, happy and loved. i love you so much ❤