Beauty and the beast

~Pain~

I was different from everyone else in many ways. Sure everyone says I'm beautiful and that I have the image of a goddess, but the truth is I'm living a lie. My beauty is forever unfading, my charm and intelligence have become superior, and my aroma, suffocating. I sleep during the day, prowling at night. I walk the dark barren streets sad and alone. Asking myself one thing over and over again, "How could anyone love a beast like me?" I know I shouldn't talk bad about myself....My parents would tell me that I was beautiful, caring, smart, and lovable. These things meant nothing to me. The only thing these words caused me was pain...pain is an emotion I knew all to well...The agonizing feeling of being unable to breath, or the feeling of feeling like no one will ever accept you....These are some of the burden I carry as I continue to live this never-ending, and heinous life.

After a couple years I began to go to high school with other kids instead of the continuous home schooling. I eventually grew accustom to how the social ranking of the school went. I was dragged into the popular status because of my looks, and the fact that I played football due to my tremendous strength. I know everyone would be honored or happy to be labeled in the popular rank of the high school society. Well not me...I hate being the center of attention. I mean I can't go to the bathroom or to my next class without being surrounded by my still growing fan club. I usually dodge their gifts and confessions....but today was an entirely different story, "Yuki, please accept my chocolates." One of the girls asked. "No, take mine!" In the blink of an eye I was surrounded by girls shoving things of chocolate in my face..."Ummmm, I-I really n-need to get to cl-class." I say trying to push through the cloud but fail. "Leave him alone." A tall dark-haired male says pulling me into his chest, wrapping his arms around me in a protective manner. I look up to meet his amethyst eyes. I looked to see all the fangirls scream and get angry because of the sudden physical contact between me and this other male. "Yuki-kun is ours, you can't have him!" They yell while grabbing me. The dark-haired male was getting really aggravated by this and picked me up bridal style and began descending down the hall ignoring all the screams and protests of the girls following us. I look to meet his gaze, my ruby eyes fixated on his amethyst ones. We soon break eye contact as he carried me to my next class...Leaving me flustered, confused, and the pain in my heart slowly deteriorating .

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Sorry the chapter was so short I will be posting everyday so please bear with me.