Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! What did I just do. I was saying my vows an I said Zach's name instead of Alex. Fuck. why did I do this. I mean all I wanted was for everything to be perfect an it was until I saw Zach in the crowd of people sitting there looking all happy but in his eyes were sad and that's how my heart felt and I guess my heart spoke it mind I wish it wasn't in front of everyone because now everyone is going to hate me an say rude things to me forever. I look over at Cassie and she kinda just stood there with the face saying the fuck just happen an did she just say what I think she said. I looked at Austin an he was standing next to Alex patting his back asking if he was okay an saying he will be alright. then lastly I look at the crowd... everyone looked like I was fucking insane for what I did and that's when I saw zach. Ahh Zach wonderful an perfect Zach sitting there with the biggest smile on his face while his eyes sparkled an he mouthed the words I love you too back to me. He was there for me an I know I think it was the best time for it to happen rather in the long run. I just hope it doesn't ruin everything from friendships to best friends or more at this point an time. That's when the whole reality of this dramatic situation actually kicked in. People started calling me a whore and a slut. I hung my head down in shame understanding why people are saying it. Then I heard a familiar voice talk into the mic. "they say if you love something let it go and if it comes back to you then you know it is truly yours it if it doesn't you know it never belong to you." I looked up and saw that it was Alex that said it and brought tears to my eyes and I watched him as he dropped the mc to the ground and hung his head low an walked outside to the front. I stood there for a second an took in everything an finally came to my thought and well being that yes I love Zach but I love Alex more and I can't let him slip away from me. the next thing I knew I was running after him in a dress. And high heels yelling for him to stop an the moment he did and he turned around and I saw the blood shot eyes from him crying and hot tears still running down his red cheeks ended in at his lips that formed in a frown at this point. That's when my lips parted but no words came out and he snapped and yelled "What!" at me which I understood an I said sorry an I felt hot streams start running down my face. I am sorry Alex! I made a mistake. I want you! I don't even know why I said his name. Will you please take me back. I said an looked in his eyes even though everything was blurry but that's when Alex stepped closer to me an said " my queen doesn't cry." and then wiped my tears away off of my cheeks an then said "I still love you!" and kissed me.
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Alex I just made the worst mistake but you still are nice and there for me. Why?
"Because I love you. People make mistakes. That's what makes you human. I made many mistakes and you and everyone always forgave me. It's only fair if I forgive you too. Now the only thing stopping you from moving past this is you. You have to forgive yourself. I will always love you. I want you to make this decision. *looks in her eyes.* do you Ally smith want to marry me?" Alex said
Yes. I do want to marry you. -smiles- Without you I would have nothing. Wanna go back in there and get married to me Alex.
"There's nothing in the world that would stop me from loving you." Alex said and looked down and laced your fingers together and started walking inside again.
Wait. Alex. what about everyone like your family rant they gonna hate you for still going through with the marriage?
"Yeah. Maybe. But as long as I have you the women I love and need then I don't care what they have to say unless it is good things." Alex said kissing my hand and opening the doors and walking inside with me to the front again.
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-Zachs POV-
"I love you Zach Dorsey." Ally said at the end of her vows mixing up our names
