My grandfather told me, that you may know your ONE and ONLY when God gave you a sign. Your SOULMATE.
When I was young I believe in my grandfather I always pray to God that give me a sign when I meet my one and only even I'm very young I look for my soulmate. I tried flames, flames is a game that you may write your name and the name of your crush, and when F is appear when you put together your name it means your crush is look at at you as a F R I E N D, and when L is appear it means you and her becomes a L O V E R, and when A appear it means you and her is always A N G R Y to each other, and when M is appear it is my favorite letter that said I can MARRY my crush OMG, and when letter E is appear it means your the main E N E M Y of your crush, and when letter S is appear it means in the future you become S W E E T to each other.
I always believe in sign because I believe that God gave that but I'm always wrong because my crush is not my soulmate. After elementary, I moved to high school. New environment, new friends, new teacher, all things are new. I said to myself that I am going to focus my studies because I want to become scholar in college so I study hard, training hard. But the challenges comes I became addicted to computer games I'm not going to school I said to my parents that we have our project to give me more money but I'm going to computer shop to play dota. In that time I forget my dreams to my parents and to myself that I'm become a number 1 table tennis in the WORLD and become a very generous son to my parents. Then one day I realize my mistake when my teacher told me that he would like to talk my parents about my study. I told it to my mother then he go to school so I know that may mother become mad at me because all things that I've done. So i tell to her that I have a headache. when my mother come home he didn't tell me what my teacher told her about me, she became silence all day. In other day I go to school, When I'm in gate my classmate told me that my mother is crying yesterday because of me, because my grades start failing. "Your Mother tell to our teacher that he do all the job to give you money, for your project and allowance" but our teacher said "Mrs. your son is always absent he didn't go to school every day like your said." My classmate said to me. Then that day I realize all my mistake all the day I spent, money and all the lesson I missed. That day when I go home I said sorry to myself and to my mother I said to him that I will make him proud again.
