Some say she was pushed

Chapter 10

It was finally 7 and she was exactly on Que. the door bell rang I opened it and sighed. She pushed past me and came right in. "come in please." I said sarcastically. "oh shut up we have work to do." she had big bag full if dresses and shoes and her purse was full of make up. she pulled me upstairs and pushed me into the bathroom with a towel. "shower now." she demanded. i got into he shower with out a word washed my hair, shaved, ect. I got out of the shower and she had clothes spread out on my bed. she handed me a black strap less mini dress. "no way." I pushed the dress away. "oh come one don't you wanna get jake back?" she wiggled her eye brows. I sighed "fine." she handed me the dress and a pair of black lace underwear. "uh no I don't wear thongs." I handed the string thing back to her. "you do tonight." she handed it back to me. I didn't feel like arguing tonight. I put on both pieces of clothing on in the bathroom and came out feeling naked. "I'm not going that's final, I'll help you get ready but I'm not going I just can't go I can't do it I'm not the type of person who gets back at her boyfriend. I just need time to be upset I hope your okay with that I'm sorry." I felt relieved to talk about this with someone even if I was the only one talking about the situation. "okay well you can do my hair and make up I'm sorry for making you feel like you have to go." a look of disappointment was on her eyes I felt bad for letting her down but I couldn't go I couldn't be okay with possibly seeing jake there with some other girl I couldn't take the heart break. "okay well I'm going to do your-" I was cut off by the ringing of my door bell. "wait here ill be right back." I walked down stairs and opened the door. it was jake I couldn't say anything because I had nothing to say. his thumb brushed across my cheek bone, I wined at the pain. "did I do that?" he asks completely dumb founded. I swat his hand away. "dont touch me." I looked at him with anger in my eyes. "listen I'm sorry-" I cut him off. "save it I have a party to go to." and with that I shut the door in his face. I walked back upstairs and stood in front of Jenny. "make me hot."

Time laps: FF

Me and Jenny pulled up across the street from the house. "Wow it's wow." wow was all that I could say. "I know right." me and Jenny had our mouths wide open. "lets go!!!" she squealed. we walked inside and it smelled like perfume,cologne, sweat, and alcohol. Jenny left me to go dance with some guy that she thought was cute. on the other hand I was looking to get shit faced waisted. I wanted to drink my problems away. I walked into the kitchen and found red cups on a table, I sniffed it...... it was beer but I need something stronger. i saw guys doing a round of shots with a full tequila bottle next to some glasses. I walked over to them and they looked at me funny. "can i help you?" one of the four guys asked. "yes yes you can." i took the shot glass and downed it like a boss. He looked at me completely dumbfounded.....well looks like I am just full of surprises. "Come on let's dance!" I grabbed the guys hand and made my way through the crowd of people so that we were in the middle of the dance floor. I started to dance on him. he had dirty blonde hair jelled up and green eyes. not really my type but he was still cute. five shots and four beers later I was wasted. I kept dancing on him but the whole time I was wishing it was jake. I turned around to face the guy. "whats your name?" I wanted to know who I was grinding on...... "do you really not know who I am Christina it's James." How could I have not seen it probably to drunk. he smiled and I saw his adorable dimples. "ohhh now I see it." I poked one of his adorable dimples. I'm surprised I haven't seen jake already he's usually at these things. "Wanna go somewhere more private?"

I nodded and he led me upstairs into a empty room. he sit the door behind him and locked it. He bent down so that we were eye level and he kissed me. his lips were soft but I wasn't into it. "I'm sorry I can't do this." I muttered to James. "no you can't go we are just starting to have fun." I could smell the alcohol on his breath and mines as well. I'm wasted but this isn't right. "please James I'm sorry I shouldn't have led you on like this, I'm leaving good bye James." he growled and pushed me down on the bed his eyes didn't look human they were gold. "James let me go." he forcefully kissed me sloppy and rough. I didn't like it.......it wasn't real he is drunk and so am I and I'm not going to give up my v-card to just anyone. I pushed him off of me will all of my strength. "James stop." I looked him dead in the eye. "no I don't want to." he kissed me again and ripped off my dress. I began crying and tried to push him off me. he didn't budge but instead pinned my hands above my head and started to kiss my bare neck. "please stop!" I yelled i started to scream but nobody could hear me. I felt something hit my face and I started to see black spots before I blacked out.

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Jakes p.o.v

After going to Christina's house I no longer felt like going to the party. I barely paid attention to what e said I was to distracted by her dress....stupid wolf.

I went home right away after going to her house and slept. I had a bad feeling in the bottom of my stomach and I didn't know what it was. probably just depressed because were not with our mate. I went to sleep with the same feeling in my stomach.

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Hey guys so whatcha think???? Let me know sorry for not updating but I have a really good plan on how this book is going to end so I have it all planned out I'm probably like 7 or 8 chapters away from ending it but I have other books that will have sequels so check those out.