Some say she was pushed

Chapter 12

Christina's p.o.v

Last night I felt like my guts were being ripped from my stomach. I was screaming in pain and sweating I ended up blacking out. I woke up with a twisted knot in my stomach. I sat up and groaned in pain as I ran to the bathroom and again puked my guts out.

I looked at my self in the mirror and wiped the silva off the corner of my mouth. I splashed my face with cold water. It helped a little bit, I took a much needed shower and scrubbed my body until my skin burned. i felt dirty, disgusting, ashamed of what happened to me. and the worst part is that it was all my fault.

I went to that party that night. I danced with James and I said yes to him knowing what he wanted. I let it happen I'm the problem I should've never even been there in the first place. remembering my appointment I glanced at my phone and there were at least 200 messages if not more.

some from my friends some from jake. I ignored them I was better off not even exciting at all in life I was a distracting no one really cares about me. A tear escaped my eye and I let it fall. I quickly got dressed and ready to go to the hospital to get to my appointment.

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Jakes p.o.v

It's been weeks now since I've last talked to her. I felt like a complete asshole of talking to my angle like that. I slept with Jessica and felt completely disgusted with myself. I didn't have to do that to her I already yelled at her.

'Well ya think you asshole' my wolf scolded me.

'I know I know I feel terrible.' I really did.

That's it I'm going to see her I can't take being away from her anymore.

I got into my car and drive to her house in silence thinking of what I would say to her. I knocked at her door and her sister answered. "yes." she didn't try to hit on me this time. "is Christina home?" I asked hopefully. "no you just missed her she left for a doctors appointment about thirty minutes ago." she said like he was dying of boredom. "is she okay?" I needed to know that she was gonna be okay. "I don't know I don't care all I know is that she hasn't eaten or come out of her room in four weeks but when she left she looked fat." I growled at her. "don't call her that." she backed up. "I think you better leave now bye." she closed the door in my face. okay doctors appointment, hasn't eaten in four weeks but fat she's no.......... pregnant?

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