Aiesha was a background singer and dancer for some of the best musicians when she first met Michael of course they didn't know what this journey was going to be but Michael and Her soon learn the true Definition of L.O.V.E as it is many things but w...
Friday August 20th 1999 2:30 p.m. 4 E 74th Street New York City, New York
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
Michael's Point Of View:
"Michael the car is ready to take you to visit the children's hospital..." Bill says as I kiss Prince and Paris forehead as they take their nap. I smile as I love my children so much although I am missing Theo and his mother. I know I have to give her some space.
"Okay I am coming..." I say backing out of the room and leaving Latoya there to watch the kids with their nanny. I head off to visit some sick children at the hospital.
I moved to New York after my divorce with Debbie finalized. The news of Aiesha dating that Jason guy hit the fan and I didn't want to be around for that. I ran out of chances with her and now someone else is taking my place.
It was too much for me to really deal with knowing I have officially fucked up such a beautiful woman. I had no intention of burdening or scarring ever but I did and that was stupid of me.
She is so beautiful and that night in her kitchen as we were going back down memory lane. She made me think of how what we had was so damn beautiful and yet I fucked up so many times.
I couldn't even answer her question why I've never married her. I would of the first time chance I had but her career was just starting. Then with the allegations I was getting, the stress from the touring. Not to mention the stress we were having to have a baby I shut down.
I shut myself off from the world and from the one person I shouldn't of ever closed myself off from. She was the one I should of confided in but instead we got into frivolous arguments started by me.
I was trying to hide from her that I wasn't the strong man she fell in love with anymore. I developed a weakness and dependency to prescription drugs and I was not in my right mind at all. Every time my mood shifted it was because I hated myself it had nothing to do with Aiesha.
I never thought what happened to me could of happened. When all I was trying to do is heal the world and heal the burdens of children, they should never have to face what us adults do.
Breaking up with her and leaving was my way of sparing her the burden I was becoming. I didn't want to cause her any more grief than I was. She worked so hard for her career not being associated as doing anything for clout.
How could I diminished my light so she could shine? I had to step back I didn't want to be like Jerome, I wanted her to be happy and reach all of her dreams.
If I knew she was pregnant with our beautiful son Theo. I would of never left her. I would of married her, I would of fought harder but stupid me so impulsive.
I be so damn impulsive, I jump into a relationship with one of my close friends. Only because she was there, only because I wouldn't let Aiesha be. I didn't want to ruin that beautiful angel she deserve to move on and be happy with someone who deserve her.
