The truth || jjk

My past

It was a rainy night, I sat on a chair drinking my latte, looking outside the window. The cars passing by the coffee shop and the people going through the traffic.

I was thinking about my life, my messy life. I lost everyone I loved except for my brother, my big lovely brother. He's 2 years older then me and have a girlfriend.

I was done drinking my latte and headed out to my house. I was lost in my thoughts. 'People come and go' I thought that made me chuckle bitterly.

The big pain in my heart, was getting bigger and bigger. Every second, every minute, every hour, whenever I think of my parents. They were my happiness, my heroes, my best friends, they were everything. Why did they have to die? Why so sudden? It was a car crash. A car crash that made my innocent lovely parents die. It was a drunk man that caused it. And he's still alive. Unfair.... Every single day From that day I lost all hope, I didn't give a damn about anything anymore because I lost my happiness.

I also lost my imaginary friend. My childhood bestfriend, that friend that always was with me since I was born. Taehyung. He always talked sweet to me. Always cared for me. Whenever I was sad or upset about things he always cheered me up. Saying that everything would be fine, that I am perfect the way I am. Saying sweet things that made my heart flutter and made my cheeks burn.

I always talked about him while he was beside me, about how cool he was, how pretty his light brown eyes were, the boxy smile he had whenever he smiled made my heart flutter, his soft pale skin looked so smooth, how beautiful his nose was. He looked like a 16 year old boy, but he didn't get old in the past years when he was with me. No one could see him, Jason didn't believe that he existed, but always listened to my stories about him. He was my other half. My soulmate, my only friend. Until I lost all hope, he began to disappear...

The wind interrupted me, then I realized that I am in an ally, it was brick walls in that ally, it was quiet, too quiet. Then I saw a shadow. The shadow was getting bigger and bigger, when I looked closely to it I saw a....

Thank You for reading this book, it means a lot for me. This is my very first book so I hope you like it. Part 2 is coming tomorrow. Love you and stay healthy<33

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