The truth || jjk

Feelings

"What do you mean by saying that?" You were pacing back and forth while Tiril and Vilde were staring at you with confusion. It has been a week since you and Jungkook talked. You abruptly stopped and groaned in frustration. "I don't know Vilde, he recently said that I were his favorite person in the world!" You shouted. "What?!" The two girls shouted back at the same time making you flinch. Their eyes were wide open wanting to hear more about the moment you and Jungkook did together. "What happened next? Did you fuck?" the brown haired girl asked. You and Vilde gave Tiril a death glare making her race her hands in defense. "Woah chill guys, I'm just asking"

you sat on the chair facing the girls that gave you their attention. "We didn't fuck, after what he said we just talked and said our goodbyes before going our own way." It was a tiny sadness in your voice. You really hoped he would say more about it. You took Vilde's blue pillow over you face cursing on it. "Well you could have at least tried to flirt with him?" Tiril said with a bit hesitation. You noticed the hesitation and gave Tiril a suspicious glare. "What's with the hesitation?" You said hugging the pillow tightly. "Your not the best to flirt with others" she stated. You looked at Vilde in hope for her to answer what she meant. "Your not exactly good at it, Celine" Vilde stated. "You're horrible to flirt, you're like an alien trying to suck the brain cells out of the victims brain" Tiril added.

"Ouch" You dramtic covered your heart pretending that it stung. Then the thought of Jungkook flashed in your mind making you sink in your seat. "But seriously, I need advices. How am I gonna face him when all I think about is the awkward scene whenever I look at him? It's more frustrating when it doesn't even make sense!" Vilde came near you and patted your back. "First of all, what do you feel about Jungkook?" You straitened your back trying to think.

"I..." You were looking down. "You what?" Vilde asked.

"I..I don't know..." you said.

You were confused, too naive to state the truth. You couldn't and didn't dare to fall for him. He were your best friend. You didn't want to ruin your well built friendship with him.

But you also wanted to kiss him. You wanted to be his love, his happiness. You were selfish sure you were. You wanted him, but you wouldn't state it. You wouldn't do anything to harm him. You wouldn't let the crush ruin both of you.

That's why you were confused. Maybe you were falling for his charm? Maybe you didn't even fall for him, but you just didn't know how it felt like to have a crush. You were in deep thoughts.

What do I feel about him?
Hmmm
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Whenever he's near me I can hear my heart pounding crazily.

Whenever I think about him and his smile I smile.

Whenever he pouts I look at his lips that attracts me.

Whenever he talks I want to kiss him badly for shutting him up.

Whenever he touch me I flinch and get fluttered.

Whenever he look at my eyes and I in his, it feels like I'm daydreaming.

Whenever-

Okay shut up Celine that enough.

You shock your head and left making Vilde and Tiril dumbfounded.

"Hmmpff, we didn't even get a thank you from her" Tiril said and huffed again before stomping away to the kitchen. "Let her be, she's in a dangerous path now only she can solve the problem" Vilde said following the frustrated lady that were now eating In frustration.

.........

"What the fuck dude! Why did you do that!" Hoseok shouted making Jungkook flinch. Hoseok and Jin were cooking dinner while Jungkook were watching them. The others were in the living room watching tv or playing games. "I don't know what gotten to me guys." Jungkook said banging his head on the white table. "Yah, if you break the expensive precious better looking table with your big round shitty brown coconut head Im gonna beat your lil Latina fucked up ass up!" Jin said with a knife in the right hand making Jungkook gulp and sit politely up. "I'm sorry hyung" Jungkook said in defense. Hoseok turned around facing Jungkook with a curious look while leaning to the kitchen counter. "What do you mean by have gotten to you kookie?" Hoseok asked taking a bite of an apple that he took out from their fridge. "I don't know, lately Whenever I'm near Celine I feel like hugging her and kiss her" Jungkook stated. Hoseok thought about what the younger one had said trying to puzzle things up. "When did it start?" He asked making Jungkook look like a lost puppy that found its owner again. "When I first saw the side she rarely showed, happiness. Her eyes were full of hope and it even glittered. I were quit lost in those eyes of hers when she first time smiled at me, I wanted so badly to kiss her pink reddish lips. she were the one that filled me up again, made me even more excited about everything good about life" he said with a smile, the oldest one stopped doing what he did and faced the younger ones with a proud smile."I think I smell love in The Air" Jin sang making the younger one blush.

He were deeply in love with you, but he wouldn't show. He weren't ready to face you again or other wise he would break and not hold back anymore.

Sorry for making this shorter than usual, I hope you guys can forgive me. Remember to stay healthy!

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