His Obsession.

33.Preparations.

"If this isn't Love then explain to me how can a careless person like me CARE for you so much?"

CRYSTAL'S P.O.V.:

He immediately stopped singing after I told him to stop. "Don't you think one month time will be too less for the wedding preparation? How can you agree for it without considering my opinion?" I asked him in an angry tone.

He replied in a calm voice, "First of all, it wasn't me who agreed in the first place. It was your mom dear. One month time according to me is too much for the wedding preparation. You don't have to worry about anything as I'll be the one doing everything. Tomorrow we'll go to meet the wedding planner and select your dress and theme together."

"I can buy my dress and everything on my own, you don't worry about the expenses. I can manage that. I know we are not too rich but still, there is no need to pity me." I told him. I don't want him to pity me.

"You are taking it negatively, dear. Your father will become my father and your mother will become my mother after our marriage so I don't want to put the whole burden on their shoulder. I am taking all the responsibility as their son and not out of pity. I am taking their daughter and that's more than enough." I kept quiet after listening to his words.

After reaching my home I came out of his car. He too came out and stood in front of me and told, "no need to come to the office from tomorrow. I discussed it with Liam and he told me that he can handle everything till your dad recovers." Then he kissed my cheeks and whispered in my ears, "Ti Amo."
Then he went away. I wanted to ask what's the meaning of whatever he whispered but I didn't. I didn't understand it but still, I felt happy.

***

Next day we went to meet the wedding planner.

Within the next ten days, we selected the wedding theme and dress. As more and more days passed, I felt more and more nervous. I began to have sleepless nights thinking about my future. Although now Kayon is treating me nicely still deep down in my heart I know my marriage is only a contract. How I wished to be married to a man whom I love and who can love me back the same way I do and now I am marrying this jerkhead only because of his threats. According to me, marriage is a pure relation that stands on four pillars of Faith, Trust, Love and Care but my marriage is lacking all of them. I am not sure what will happen in the future but my heart is starting to like this jerkhead but I won't let my heart fall for that heartless jerkhead. I won't let him know that my heart is starting to like him because by the end I know my heart will break into pieces if this contract marriage ends. I know people may call me selfish or an idiot because even after all his sweet attempts to impress me I'm here complaining about our past. But can anyone imagine themselves in my situation? I guess not. I always imagined I would have someone, more like my prince charming or my knight in shining armour entering my life suddenly someday and then our friendship will start which will blossom into an undying love story with our marriage and children as our happily ever after end. Alas! Here I got a blackmailer suddenly entering my life and instead of doing friendship or understanding me, he compelled me to accept his decision of marrying him. So now I have a jerkhead blackmailer instead of my prince charming and a contract marriage or whatever it is for him instead of a blooming love story and I guess my all-time favourite dream of my desired happily ever after the end is blurred and have all the chances to turn out into a heartbreaking disaster.

How happy I would have been if I would have been marrying the love of my life.
Sometimes I wonder if he has developed a liking for me because of his affection and care but if he would have been, then he would have told me I Love You or maybe I Like You but he didn't say anything like this. Our relationship started with blackmailing, a bad starting then how will it end better? I would have been so much happy if my marriage has been full of love. I would have talked with my fiance till late at night...
How excited I would have been to lose my virginity to the love of my life...
How excited I would have felt imagining those romantic encounters with my fiance...
Thinking all these things a lonely tear escaped my eyes. I know Kayon is being all lovey-dovey so that I won't back out from this marriage. I won't have all those lovely moments and excitement in my life only because of this jerkhead.
I Hate You Kayon Pride...
I Hate You with all my life...

AUTHOR'S NOTE:

Hello, my lovely readers.
Next chapter will reveal about their childhood incident and then comes to their wedding...
Are you all excited?