Loving from a distance. (Zane Hijazi)

Chapter 7

Can we be a family.?

Your POV

'Mummy' i hear someone whisper from behind me i turn around shocked to see Zane standing there. 'Zane let me explain' i say but he doesnt give me the chance before he walks out.

I didnt hear from Zane at all later that night or all this morning. I would have called and texted him already a hundred times. I cant do this i need to see him. 'Y/F/N get up we are going to Zane's' 'What' she yells at me 'why?' 'We leave tomorrow and i cant leave such a perfect holiday like this' i scream back at her. I feel bad cause im not angry at her but just this situation. 'Sorry im just so hurt right now Y/F/N' she grabs me and hugs me 'I know babe, now lets go get your man back'

Few moments later we arrive. I knock on the door. Todd answers 'Y/N, Y/F/N'
'Wheres Zane' i reply

Zane POV

There was a knock at the door Todd gets up to answer it. All i hear is Todd say 'Y/N' then i went numb. This is the moment i was dreading knowing i will have to fix it with her and believe me i wanted to. I loved her but i was just so hurt why would she keep this from me. Why?

Your POV

'Loungeroom' Todd replies. Thank you i say before walking passed him. I seen Zane sitting there next to David, Jason and Trish. 'Room now' i say pointing at him he gets up and follows. I tell him to close the door behind him. As soon as the door was shut i break down in tears. I promised myself i would be strong but this boy had the biggest hold on my heart. He runs over to me and grabs me tight pulling me in for a hug. 'Baby dont cry' 'Im sorry i say through the crying, i should of told you but i didnt want to ruin things' Zane sits me up 'Ruin things ruin things, Y/N why would that ruin things?' His answer made me smile 'if you knew the story and what ive been through with them you'd understand' 'Them, as in...? more then 1' 'Yes them as in 3, a 6 year old girl and twin 2 year olds 1 boy 1 girl' i replied worried for his answer. 'Wow 3' a few seconds of silence is broken with Zane looking at me smiling 'Well i guess 3 means more of you to love'
This boy i tell you gives me butterflies in my stomach he knows all the right things to say. 'As much as i love hearing that i cant believe you i wont believe you i cant do this to them or myself again, you dont know what we have been through, im sorry Zane' I start to get up to walk out when he grabs me by the arm and sits me back down planting a kiss on my lips and wiping away my tears. 'What happened' he ask. 'Are you sure' i say looking into his eyes, he held my hand 'Tell me baby my love for you wont change'

'Well it all started back when i was 14, I meet Allira's father things were great until he turned abusive a year in i wanted out so with the help of my parents i got out, a restraining order was put on him. A month later i missed my period so i was talking to my mum and she told me to take a pregnancy test which came back positive. I was mortified. How could i have a baby to this 'man' and this young. But i didn't and couldnt get rid of it. It was my baby. I kept her a secret and 9 months later i gave birth i was only 16 but i knew i could do it. My mother was amazing support. Couple years later i meet the twins father at the place i worked he was so charming we hit it off right away long story short we got together, he raised Allira from a year old. We were a family and we were happy. Year or so later i found out i was pregnant with Luna and Gray. He was all for it happy to be adding to our family. Things were going great they were born and life couldnt of been better until one morning i woke up and he was nowhere to be seen none of his stuff was here all that was left was a note reading 'Ive found someone else and im getting married, im leaving you and the kids' I called i texted nothing i never heard from him since, i had little children wondering where their father went and i didnt know what to say, i was left with no closures no answers, just tears and broken hearts.

Zane POV

I wipe a tear from my eye once she finished talking i didnt say anything i grabed her and just held her. Mintues passed and all i could say was 'I understand now, i understand why you didnt tell me' She looked up to me 'I didnt not tell you cause i didnt want you to know i didnt tell you cause i couldnt go through that again, im scared Zane, im scared to love' and with those words from her i lift her chin up so she was is looking at me 'I love you Y/N and i would never dream of doing that to you and the little ones you have my heart and when your ready to introduce me to them im sure they with steal my heart aswell' and thats when i heard it the words ive been dying to hear 'I love you to Zane'

*Next day*

Your POV

Today is the day we go back to Australia, we headed over to Zane's one last time to say our goodbyes. It was so sad leaving. I walk over to Zane and wipe his tears 'Baby ill be back and next time with my little ones. This isnt goodbye its see you soon, i love you baby' i kiss him as i turn to walk out the door. While shutting the door i whisper to myself 'We can make this work, i know we can'