Alright hey guys. I'm gonna try and finish fixing my neko brother but I'm really in an emotional spot right now to where...i don't care. I'm gonna try and talk myself out of killing myself and I'm gonna try and work on me a little bit. When I get out of this spot I'll come back and update. I've got a small crack in my emotional shell and if it gets to big I'll explode. I'm really sorry I know you guys are waiting for a lot of things but right now I can't mentally handle it. I hope you guys understand. I wasn't just gonna disappear like many others do, I wanted to let you know. I love you guys and I hope you'll be ready when I get myself figured out.