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( 7 ) FADES WITH TIME

━ 𝐜𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐢𝐫 ━

Dear Honey, it's like there's only ever been you. Like everyone else that came before you, they were all preparing me for you. You were a sunflower in a row of black painted roses, so beautiful. Whenever i had you in my arms and it was just you and i in my trailer, i felt like it was only ever you and me in this world. When you kissed me i felt like i was floating.

When I first started writing, i thought it was stupid. I knew you were never going to see any of them, but yet here i am. Fogarty bought me my own journal and Toni was making fun of me for it, but i don't really care. She doesn't know what it's for. It's not big deal. i'll have to tell her about it later. Anyways, i got a haircut today. i kind of regret it because i remember how you used to say that you loved my long hair, but it was starting to take a village to control it and you weren't here to help me pick out a gel. i forgot what it's called and what it looks like. Maybe i'll get Toni to buy me one, i don't know. it wouldn't be the same.

i really miss you, Honey. As always, i'll write again tomorrow.

— love, Pea.