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Andys POV
I decide to listen to Rye, so I go back to Mikey and I's shared room and look through my phone.
I start with social media.
Twitter:
@roadtriptv
new video coming out soon.. it was filmed before the accident -Brook xo
@roadtriptv
Sorry about everything guys. We love you and we hope he gets better just as much as you do -Mikey x
@roadtriptv
the memories I never can erase
cause I'm not fine at all -rye
@roadtriptv
like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you -rye
@roadtriptv
forget about the stupid little things -rye
@roadtriptv
I wish 'I' could wake up with amnesia -rye
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I have no clue what anyone means by this accident. And who needs to get better? Everyone seems fine to me.
Well..
Besides Rye.
He's been upset since we got here.
Maybe it's my fault.
He seems semi-okay when I'm not around
but the minute I walk in a room, it goes silent and he looks on the verge of tears.
Oh my.
It's my fault.
I don't wanna go through anything else.
It's only confusing me more.
I throw my phone on my bed. Grabbing cds from my shelves and throwing those to the ground and I yell in frustration.
"I'M A FUCK UP!" I yell, sitting on the edge of my bed.
I place my head in my hands and begin to sob.
The door opens.
It's Rye.
"Mi am- Andy, whats going on?" he asks, quietly, looking at my current state.
"Go away!" I say, burrying myself deeper into my hands.
"Why would I do that?" he asks, confused.
"I'm a ruiner, Rye! I ruin things... You were happy before.. and now that I'm here.. you.. you just aren't. When everyone looks at me, it seems like they're looking at some creature or like a child who lost its mum. Well guess what? I still have my mum and I think I'm just gonna stay with her.. I don't feel welcomed here," I say, not looking at him.
"Andy.. That's not tr-"
"It isn't true, my ass. Save it. I'm not an idiot. I have a brain," I say.
"Okay.. Fine.. We do look at you sadly.. But that's because we are sad.." he says.
"Well thanks for cheering me up. It worked," I sarcastically.
"No. What I mean is- Well.. It's hard to explain.. Have you looked through your phone yet?" he asks.
"Not all of it.. It upset me which is why I'm in the state I am currently," I admit.
"What did you look at?" he asks.
"Twitter," I respond. He nods.
"Try your photos.." he says. "Take it slow. Easy."
"I just feel like I need to go home," I try again.
"If that's what you REALLY want.. Then take some time off and go home.. But promise me you'll at least look at the pictures," he says.
I dont respond.
I just hear the door close as he leaves the room.
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