➡recieved text
⬅sent text
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¤ Rye's POV ¤
I woke up and went to go see if Andy wanted to go to the park with me but he wasn't in his room. I went back to mine and checked my phone.
➡ hey babe
➡ I wanted to let you know that I left earlier to go to a meeting with Blair. I don't know when I'll be back exactly.
➡ I also wanted to know how you were feeling today after yesterday?
➡ If you want.. I could give you some tips on how to feel better. no matter what sexual orientation you decide to be. I have some ways to help. just let me know what you decide.
➡ I'll message when I can. hope you're sleeping well ❤
⬅ Hey Fovvs. I'm still very fucking confused so I'd love to hear your advice. Thanks.
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It takes a few minutes for my phone to buzz.
➡ alright, sorry. I was in the middle of something. so uhm, if you ever feel stressed about it all send me "🙊"
⬅ What? Why?
➡ because then I can send you words of encouragement. it helps more than you'd think.
trust me.
⬅ Okay.. Anything else?
➡ yeah, but I'll talk to you about it when I get back. I gotta go finish this. see ya babe.
⬅ Thank you. See you later Fovvs.
* Time Skip *
I was laying in bed, going through Instagram when I decide to open Twitter.
"How do you know if you're in lo-"
I backspace and try again.
"How do you find out who the best person you can be is? -Rye x"
·your tweet has been uploaded.·
Roadies start to retweet and comment.
I decide to read a few.
"What's goin on Rye? You okay babe? We're here for you xx"
"Is he okay?"
"poor thing.. you're perfect how you are💛"
I decide to reply to that one.
~"But how do I know how I am..? -Rye x"
I reply to a few more.
"We love you RyePie!!❤❤"
~"I love you more babe -Rye x"
"Are these song lyrics..? ❤ If not and you're feeling down, Im sorry, but I love you and you can get through whatever you're going through😘"
~"I absolutely love and adore you. And who know? Maybe lyrics.. Maybe not..😂❤ -Rye x"
It wasn't a bad idea to write a song with those as some lyrics.
I'll keep that in mind..
My phone buzzed.
It's Andy.
➡ babe.. I saw your tweet..
I remember what he told me.
⬅ ...🙊
➡ you are you
nothing more
nothing less
and thats more than enough
I love you
➡ also, I'm almost home so I am gonna hold you so fucking much.
➡ I mean.. if that's okay with you.. I don't wanna put pressure on you that's not needed.
⬅ What I need.. Is you.. But I'm still scared..
⬅I wouldn't mind you holding me at this point. As long as you don't give up on me..
⬅I know I'm a pain in the ass. And I'm complicated as all hell.
⬅For some reason.. You're the calm of my storm. And I hate it but love it at the same time.
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Great. I fucked up. I shouldn't have said that. Now he's left me on read. Probably making fun of me. Why do I always fucking do this to myself.
I feel hot tears roll down my cheeks as I close my eyes.
Why can't I be normal? I thought.
I feel my bed dip as arms wrap around my torso, pulling me closer to a familiar feeling chest.
"Sorry I didn't reply. I was on my way in already," he whispers, placing a gentle kiss on my neck.
"Andy.. Why does it feel like my heart is committing a crime?" I ask.
"Well.. What crime is it committing?" he slightly chuckles.
"Fraud," I answer. He doesn't say anything so I turn to face him as he has a confused look on his face. "It's stolen my sanity. As long as I feel this way, the less sane I become."
"Well. Feelings aren't to be normal babe," he tells me, running one of his hands through my hair. "Otherwise.. When you love someone, male or female, it wouldn't be special."
I lay back down facing away from him as he continues to play with my hair.
I fall asleep while thinking about what he said..
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A/N: hey!! sorry this part is kinda short! I just wanted to say thanks to those of you who are reading this.
And I also want to shout out Cole. I know you're gonna read this. And I know you know which part is.. OUR part. and I love you ❤
