Why can't you remember me?

Chapter 16

Cams pov

Nothing.....there is literally nothing, I don't know if I'm Sitting or standing or walking......oh god am I dead?! I don't know what's going on. I sat there or stood or walked or whatever the hell I was doing. Suddenly I heard muffled voices. I groaned s I tried to look around but it was to painful. Suddenly it got quiet. And than little bits of lights were around me. I tried to open my eyes but I it was to bright. So I shut them again. Suddenly my eye was forced open by someone pulling the lid. Oh my god. The brightness was to much I shot up and heaved up everything I ate. Now very awake I looked around. To see Shawn looking at me.

"Oh my god.....why do I feel so.....disgusting?" I croaked. I sounded like someone had shoved a gargling toad down my throat.

"You have a concusion." He said flatly.

"I tried to sit up....but that was a really bad idea once again I threw up. Shawn wrinkled his noes.

"I'll be right back ok? Hold on." He jumped up and jogged out.

I laid back down. Closing my eyes trying to remember something anything after Nash looked down at me.

Jesus what the hell happened after that? I groaned unhappily and tried to move my hand to my face but all of my body parts felt like led. I opened up my eyes again. And tried to focus.

Was everything always this far away? And fuzzy? Trying to focus was also a bad idea I felt a wave of nausea come over me. But I didn't throw up. I heard the door open but I didn't look I just was concentrating on not puking again.

"Here you go." Shawn said putting a bucket in my hands.

"Shawn.....where's...the rest?" I mumbled.

"Of the guys?... They're in the living room."

"No....of the .....puke.." I slurred.

Shawn looked mildly amused, and than he said with a straight face. "Well it was all on me before I changed. But now it's all in the wash."

I groaned and apologized. About seventeen thousand times. Before I finally couldn't support my head anymore and leaned back on the pillows. It was quiet Shawn just texting someone. And me just with my thoughts.

"Nothing can be worse than this.....I swear nothing comes close to about how much this sucks." I slurred out.

Shawn chuckled and stood up. "Try and get some sleep,cam. It will go away soon. If u need anything just..... " he looked around and than spotted something. "Just hit this alarm clock the alarm will go off and I'll come on in."

I nodded, and immediately regretted it. As it sent me once again heaving into the bucket. Shawn smiled at me and walked out of the room. I settled back down letting my eyes droop than close shut. I felt like I was asleep for a few minutes but suddenly I was being poked.

"Cameron.....cameron.....Cameron wake up."

My eyes rolled open and I could barely make out who was in front of me.

"Hmnhhmmm....... what?" I groaned.

"I just wanted to say something."

Then my eyes snapped open, I knew who I was talking to I looked and sure enough, Nash was in front of me. I tried to back up, shuffling deeper into the pillows.

"Hey I'm not here to hurt you. Calm down." Nash said frustrated.

Suddenly Nash had me trapped his arms were on ether side of the headboard his face inches away from mine. I could feel his warm breath on my face, I could also see the black eye I gave him. But I still couldn't help but feel a little frightened than him.

"Cam calm down....please. I just want to talk." Nash whispered in my ear.

I shivered biting my lip as I looked at him. He was only an inch away from my face. I had a feeling he came here to do something else besides talking.