Why can't you remember me?

Chapter 29

I want to dedicate this chapter to *drum roll.* shawnmxndxs 😆 your awesome and stay fabulous!!! Thanks for the love and being so patient with me!!!! Your comments cheered me up so much!! Lots of love😘

Cameron's pov

I felt sick. The kind of sick that there is no way to prevent. That doesn't go away but just sits in your stomach making you want to throw up but you can't. You would think I would get used to the bad news but I didn't. When the doctor told me that Nash would Most likely forget who I was almost everyday. I didn't move. I couldn't I was stuck there paralyzed hearing something I didn't want to hear.

"B-but he'll start remembering after a while, right?" I gripped onto Shawn for support. I could barely comprehend what I was hearing.

"It's not certain, it was just like last time. But unfortunately Nash wasn't properly taken care of so he had a relapse, and was sent into shock, and denial."

I reached my hand up to my head where Nash had thrown a geo at me. Rubbing the scar. Oh yeah I remember that all to well. I thought I was going to die.

"So we think it's for the best if Nash stays in the hospital for a few weeks."

"What?! That's crazy, what could staying here help him? I'm sure seeing me and the guys would help his memory reboot faster than a hospital bed."

"You are allowed to visit him whenever you wish, but because of how irresponsible you were last time, I simply can't allow him to be checked out."

I felt tears in my eyes at the words. Irresponsible? I had tried so hard to be a caring friend. To look after Nash. I guess they were right in one way. But honestly how could Nash have a memory boot then boom lose it. I guess Taylor saw the tears in my eyes. He stood up quickly walking over to that doctor.

"Listen, we've tried to take care of Nash ok? We did our best so irresponsible isn't quite the word I would use to someone who rebooted his memory and almost got his head smashed in trying."

"Tay....." Shawn called.

"No, it's true!"

"We know Tay, but we might as well give it a try. Let Nash stay here for a week or two." Shawn coaxed trying to get Taylor to calm down a little.

"Come on Taylor it's worth a shot. I'm not to thrilled about it either."

"Cameron?"

I looked up to see Nash poking his head through the door. I gave him a sad smile. He sat on my bed smiling.

"I can't wait to start our life back to normal tomorrow."

I felt tears in my eyes. And I started to cry.

"What's wrong cam?!"

I hugged him bringing him close to me. I didn't care I was getting his shirt wet from tears, or snot. I didn't want him to leave, not again. Not after all the work we had done. I didn't want to lose my boyfriend all over again everyday. I gripped his brown hair and slowly let go.

"Cam what's wrong? Please don't cry we can start making new memories."

"That's the problem, once you go to sleep, you'll never remember them again."

Nash went quiet, as he realized what I had said exactly. He wrapped his arms around me crying softly. Shawn and Taylor must have left at some point but I'm not sure when. My clock said 9:40 pm. I sighed looking down at a sleeping Nash. I combed my fingers through his hair. I kissed the top of his head softly.

"Sweet dreams Nash. I hope you remember them."