The story between struggles mental disorders

Bio of my life

Hello everyone reading my name is Shayla.
I was born in 1999 I am 19 years out born in Saint Petersburg Florida on 27th of September.
When I was 6 I moved to Ga , it didn't last long of all the happiness
2 months later and my dad had died of a drug overdose.
He was on Fentanyl , and pills pills pills
He always looked drunk and high.
Don't get me wrong I love my dad but he was an addict. I can smell his skull every so often which I know he's watching over me. So after that my life turned wicked I was like 6 And my " Cousin Cole" and my 2 brothers were in the bedroom and wanted me to play a princess and prince game knowing me 6 years old i say yes.
On the other part I have to get under the bed with him. Brothers can't see anything . so he puts his fingers inside me and he's like 12? 13 I suppose.
But i tell my " Birth giver" and she confronts his mom and him which they're renting a room from us and she calls me a liar and my mom says it to me as well so I had to go and say that he didn't actually do it when he did.
No one believed me .
So I'm 6 and it goes up until I'm like 9.
He'd make out with me... Mess with me in the pool etc.
My head is honestly fucked because my Dad died and I got molested.
But wait.... There's more.

My brother Thomas who is now like 23 beat me from I was 6 up until 17.
And my mom used to say I deserved it
She would watch or wouldn't care shed continue on her phone computer and TV show .
She told me last time I brought it up and said " kids fight , all brothers and sisters fight .
But last i was in GA , my moms niece drug me across the concrete by my hair i had concrete burns all over my back.
~ To be Continued my loves it is going to get better just wait~
" first steps to recovery is easing your brain and stress out."

1:07 am 10/05/18