Your pain is my pleasure \ Namjoon 18+

CHAPTER 5 🔞🔞🔞

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Y/n: "m-master please.... I... Ahhh"
Namjoon: "you like that kitten?" He asked as he opened door and quickly close them, lock them and throw me on bed
Namjoon: "Im gonna fuck you so hard that you won't be able to walk tomorrow.
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Contains smut

Namjoon: "is my little kitten enjoying this? " I really did.. But I was scared
Namjoon: "answer me baby girl"
Y/n: "yes-s master ahhh" he was kissing my neck till he found sweet spot and suck on it
Y/n: "ahhhh feels so good master" I think that I was a little too loud
He took his and mine shirt off and his pants too
Y/n: "omg.." I said quietly
Namjoon: "see what you're doing to me baby girl, master is so hard for you" he said as i blushed really hard this time, I covered my chest with my hands because I just realized I have just my bra on
Namjoon: "don't cover yourself in front of me, I like your body" he said and put my hand up over my head.
I was scared I didn't want to lose my V with someone I don't love...
Y/n: "please stop, I'm scared" begged him
Namjoon: "but I want you, don't be scared, please" he whispered in my ear
Namjoon: "I know you want it too, so don't be scared and relax, i promise it will be good" he said while slowly sliding his hand down my stomach to my pants
Y/n: "ahhhh..." I didn't want to moan but, it feels so good
Namjoon: "see, it feels good right? "
Y/n: "please" i am not myself... What am i saying
Namjoon: "please what baby girl" he said while taking off my pants and
underpants
Y/n: "please ahhh" I was so red at this time
Namjoon: "idk, what you want baby? " I was now naked underneath him as he took my bra too
Namjoon: "you're so pretty baby, and all mine, fuck I will destroy you tonight
I want him, but at the same time I'm so afraid
He started massaging my clit
Y/n: "ahhh please please please"
Namjoon: "you're so wet for me baby girl" he said and put one finger in me
Y/n: "ahhh" it hurt a little bit, but it was so good
Namjoon: "don't move" he said and put his mouth on my clit
I've never felt this mu, h pleasure in my whole life... Like never
Y/n: "ahh please don't stop, it feels so good" I said almost crying how good it is
Namjoon: "don't worry baby this is just begging" he smirked
He put one more finger in me and I screamed because it was hurting
Namjoon:" it's okay, don't worry I know it's hurting but, I have to prepare you for much more"
Y/n: "it's really hurting, ahhhh" I can feel my tears coming
After 2 minutes I can feel something in my lover stomach
Namjoon: "dose that feel good? "
Y/n: "i- Im goona.... "
He pull it his fingers,  stood up and take off his underpants
Namjoon: "I can't handle it any more"
He said and went back between my legs
Y/n: "I'm scared, please be careful"
He didn't say anything he just take his member with his right hand and place it in front of my entrance
He slowly put his member in me It was hurting as hell
Y/n: "ahhhh please, stop its hurting" I was crying
Namjoon: "I'm sorry, I can't. Just don't move okay? " he said and pushed his whole length in me
I was crying so hard
Namjoon: "don't cry pain will disappear in a few minutes, ahhh You're so tight ahhhh y/nnn
He was moving a little bit
Y/n: "please don't move, it's hurting"
He stopped all his movements and put his head on my neck
Namjoon: "I love you" he said quite but I heard him
Y/n: "namjoon.... "
Namjoon: "please let me move, I need you, it's hurting bad" why is he asking me, he is master he can do whatever he want
Y/n: "ahhh... You can move" I said even if it's still hurting
He started moving first slow but after couple minutes faster and deeper
Y/n: "ahhhh omg this feels so good"
Namjoon: "y/n you're so tight, ahhh fuck " he keep telling me that over and over again whispering in my ear
Namjoon: "who do you belong to?"
Y/n: "you master, I'm only yours please don... Ahhhh yes right there omg fuck"
Namjoon: "watch your language kitten.  You're so hot I want to fuck you  whole night, ahhhhh" he said and kissed me ...i was al little surprised because he never kissed me on lips...
Namjoon: "fuck y/n what are you doing to me... Ahhhh  (he have condom on lol)
Y/n: "I'm - aaahhhh namjoon"
Namjoon: "I didn't say you can come kitten-ahhh  stop clenching your walls or I will ahhhhhh" and with that he came
He laid besides me on bed
Namjoon: "are you okay?"
Y/n: "y-yes" i said trying to hide myself under the blankets
I saw a little blood on the white blanket
Y/n: "is that... Mine?
Namjoon: "yes" he said proudly "you should probably go wash yourself "
Y/n: "yeah,... Right... " I said and stood up but fall after that because my inner thighs are hurting
Namjoon: "come here, we can do it later"
And so we were cuddling all night till we fall asleep he hugging me
It was so warm and beautiful
Am I falling for him?
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Hi I so I know there is a lot grammatical mistakes and I'm so sorry for that
Hope you like this chapter ❤❤