Monster in love 😍

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For a very long time since I have come back to Martin bedroom when I am like that same type of way with everyone else but I did talk with Billy  , Marvin and Java because I want to talk with them for a bit while they aren't with me all the time watch over me but I don want to talk with Martin and Diane at all not yet until I now what is going on with them 

The truth this time I want it now before I gone insane by them what they are doing to me and as I want to be alone but Martin and Diane is want to be with me all of the time it has got me a bit mad by how now they suddenly care for my wellbeing now 

- can you two go somewhere else please - I have tell them to go away in mad tone I am in with them being here since I have come back from being in hospital 

They both look at each other and then at me with wonder to why I want them out of the room for a reason 

- why what wrong , are you okay - they both said out loud to me at the same time in worry voice with me 

- I want to be alone - I said while get more comfortable in the bed without Martin in here too rest up 

- why me too Y/n please I want to stay with you to make sure that you are better now please let me  - Martin have said a another lie to me in my mind I tell myself that 

- well you didn think of that sooner didn you before  , when I was being sick and poorly all the time and going on dangerous mission too didn you Martin   - I have said out loud but quiet too even hear me by 

I didn want nobody hear me ,  but they did they just have gone out of the room when they did hear it from me 

Martin have kiss me on my forehead what I didn want him to do and I am pretend to be asleep enough to make them leave me alone now 

I want to get up now and move around the dorms house today I am getting to boring with resting all the time at the most of the time I am with Martin and Diane make sure that I am comfortable with everything here 

I have see Java in the hallway and he look at me with his happy side to me 

- hey Y/n are you feeling better now - he have ask me that with his concern tone , So I have nod at him to say I am fine now and thank for asking me so 

- have you seen Martin and Diane - I ask him that where they have gone to 

- no I haven't, why - he said to me right away if he does now or not 

- I want to say sorry to them because I have been moody since when we have find out that I am pregnant - I have tell him what I am going to do because I do feel guilty to do that to them 

He nod at my plan to do with them , So He have leave me alone to find them out somewhere at school 🏫 

I did .......

I saw only Martin is with Jenn in a classroom with Diane and I can hear what they are saying in this so clearly with the door is open a little bit for me to listen in on their conversation together 

- we are break this up Jenn ,  I m sorry but I love Y/n too much to contine this on no more of this - Martin have said to her while it look like she is going to give him a kiss on his lip

- well you didn think of her when we was doing it do you Martin boo  - she have said this have been going on for so much time , while I was being poorly for him to have sex with me so he has gone to her for a quick sex 

- that was a mistake jenni I do love her - he is tell her to back off him and trying to make her move away from him 

- but Martin it wasn't mistake if you did more than one with me and you love it with me more then her what can she give you what I can give you the same thing - she have said that line what has burn my ear out by hear it from her mouth of poison 

It does just make her look like she have want him so much , Martin and Diane must have see me being here now and they look right at me in shocked that I have hear them on their conversation 

- Y/n - Diane have said out loud to make Martin look this way toward at me where I was near by the door But I am too much into shocked from what they have been talking about just now 

Martin is make his way to me with a look to make me listen to his word but I didn want him to do that at this moment I want to kill him for this pain in my heart what he have done to me 

- stay away from me Martin right now - I have tell him right off to back off me I didn want him to be near me 

- Y/n I - he is trying to say something to me but I have stop him right away 

- how long have this been gone on for huh - I have said to them all in the room wonder how long this has been going on for 

- for 2 to 3 months - Diane have tell me what I have find weird to hear from her than Martin done to me 

- how did you now that Diane huh,  did you now all of this time - I turn my anger to her as I have said that if she now all that time and didn tell me nothing at all is she my friend at all 

- I ... mmm I now okay - she is said that she now all of this all this time 

- why ..... why did you two just tell me sooner about that - I have said in weakly and shake in my word to come out toward them both 

- I m sorry for not tell you Y/n but Martin have tell me not to - Diane have said it all blame on him 

- really Martin why would  you do that to me why ...- I have shake with my word to him too , He is trying to hold me with his hands and make me look at him 

- don touch me Martin - I have slap his hands off me and I have tell him that 

-please listen to me Y/n - he is beg me to listen him now But I didn want to do that at all 

- let me go - I have told him again and I mean what I am saying to him to let me go right now 

- why - I have saying that same line over and over again and push him away from me

- why have you done that to me , have I done something to you Martin huh - I am saying all in one go at him to think what he has done to me even more 

- nothing you have done Y/n I m sorry - he have saying it that I never had done anything to him to make him to this to me 

- then what Martin tell me - I am begging him to tell me more 

- I don now why Y/n but I am so sorry - Martin said that with worry expressed to me 

- Martin tell her the truth you love me more than her - Jenn have said out loud into this line to us 

- really you say that you love her than me Martin - I have copy what she said to us back to him