I was broken and torn apart by your games and laughs. Our friendship was simply a joke to you wasn't it? My heart and soul poured liters into our friendship. Willing, wanting, waiting for an ounce of the attention you gave each other. You where my everything, my time and effort wasted permanently in time. I was never your friend, just your entertainment.
The funny girl, always making you laugh, but she was never laughing with you. The jokes you played and made. Testing and trialing which one made your mouths open wider and laughs louder. which one could run away faster or spread the worst rumor behind my back. one time you dropped something, i picked it up, when i came back up you all ran. i hated it then but i see it now as the best thing that could of happened to get away from all of you. The shit you put me through. The pain you gave me. You made me fucking angry and i cryed for days over not being good enough. Because of you i will never be good enough for myself. Hating my entire being because of you.
A women's love for one another is meant to be the best thing in the world a love that no one can comprehend. Mutual understanding and unity. You should be ashamed to call yourself girls. Twisted lies, fake laughs and hate is what makes up your love. What could be worse? The effort. it was tireless. i just wanted your attention and friendship. Nothing else. All you gave me was a lifetime of trust issues.
I hate fake people.
Look at me now. The group of friends i have now taught me what friendship is. Something i could never ask you. Trust ,love and true laughter, every thing you lack.
Fuck what you did to me and Fuck you.
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Hi everyone
first of all if you think you are in a friendship like this please get out. It drained me and honestly just caused me a lot of problems. I thought i had left this in the past however it came in to mind how bad primary school was came into my mind and it made me very angry. So i simply put it down in words. Honestly i know ending a friendship is the scariest thing in the world because being lonely is terrifying. But if you are the expense of a laugh its unfair so get out.
OK guys thank you so much for reading i am thinking of adding something i wrote about the whole primary school experience so if you want that then comment and vote. Thank you again
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