No Love [Book 1]

Chapter 29

Nicki Minaj POV

The whole drive home, I cried and cried and cried again wit' thoughts of me and August arguin'. Did Safaree really cheat on me, maybe that's why he been actin' all weird and shit. Yet, I been foolin' 'round wit' August so that ain't nowhere near betta.

August don' said that shit keep me wit'him, he ain't want me and Safaree to make it. Safaree ain't never did mine wrong like I did him by cheatin' .

So now the problem is gone and we can better up our relationship, we needa polish this shit up right.

I walk up to the door, searchin' fo' my keys, I find 'em and insert 'em inna key slot. Openin' up the door , I walk on up inna house and shut the door behind me. Safaree is knock out sleep onna couch; guess he was waitin' up on me to show up.

A lot is just gon'on in my mind that I need some rest and rethink inna mornin'. 'Cause after err'thang that went downhill, sleep is betta than being drunk our high.

I walk up to Safaree and shake him by the shoulders, "C'mon baby, wake up!" I said, tryna wake him up.

"C'mon Safaree, come to bed."

He squin his eyes before they widen to meet mines, his eyes lookin' puffy and shit. "Where you been at?"

"At a friend's. Come to bed baby." I grab his hands and he gets up. Followin' me to the bedroom.

When we get up in our room, Safaree straight up passes out onna bed and falls asleep, fast. Wit'' all his loud snorin'. I take off my shoes, shirt and jeans, as I laydown inna bed beside Safaree. The man I love; and no other. I feel so safe and loved by Safaree.

"Goodnight baby," whisperin' in ny baby's ear. Rubbin' his shoulder before I lay down wit' my arms behind him.

"I love you," I mutter before closin' my eyes fo' sleep.

***

"I only want you baby," I mummer while dancin' in an all white room wit' my man inna tuxedo, and me in my wedding dress.

Today's the day of my life that has finally come true, my wedding day, dancin' wit' the man of my dreams. I ain't never slow dance wit' a nigga in my life, and I finally get the chance to do it. This has to be a dream comin' true.

Err'body there watchin' us dance as he plls me closer up to his body. All eyes are on us; my dress nearly covers my feet, and all white puffy dress. A silver necklace that matches the ring on my left and third finger. A silver charm bracelet on my right hand and silver diamond earrings that I have on.

This day cannot get any worst than today 'cause it's a fairly tale I am livin' in. I feel like a queen today, right by my side is my king, and together we rule.

"I love you dearly, wit' all my heart, to death do us part." I smile, as I bring my face in close to his.

He kisses me on my cheek, neck, and forehead, than, my lips. "I love you too Nicki," August says.

I choke up when I see his face, I start panickin' but that quickly changes when he walks up to me and kiss me again.

I gasp as I jump up straight onna bed to still see Safaree sleepin' right by my side. I feel sorta relieved, but the dream I just had has me now thinkin'. Am I really ready fo' narriage? And is Safaree the man I shoukd marry? If so, God please send me a sign.

I don't wanna hurt Safaree, and I don't wanna hurt August.

Is Safaree the man I love and want to marry fo' life?

Or, is that man August the nan of my heart?