I dont know what's real anymore
What feels trusting
All I hear is noise inside my head
There is a void
I try to fill
With junk and clickbait
Fantasy and comfort
I'm afraid of the unknown
Afraid of the reality of life
Afraid of picking myself up
Afraid of failing at every turn
Of failing myself
It's a paralyzing fear
I cant control
I try to keep it together
But I know I'm bound to lose it
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Things left unsaid
PoetryLetters to people I'll probably never see again. Things I wanted to say Feelings I want to express Thoughts that I'm thinking But never say out loud