Changbin was getting into the apartment and saw Felix on the ground. He went pale, and started running.
"Lix what the fucking fuckity fuck shit fuck," he said calling an ambulance.
"hELL THE FUCK LO BITCH COME HERE RIGHT NOW IM AT XXX XXXXXXX XXX THERE WAS A SUICIDE ATTEMPT I HAtE MYSELF OH MY GOD HELp mE" Changbin said, all in one breath.
Hoseok and Yoongi walked by, "What happened?" Yoongi asked, actually concerned. Changbin didn't answer, as he was trying to pump life back into Felix. He was sobbing, a mess. "Yoongi, what if he's gone? Yoongi, what made him do this?" Yoongi signed to Hoseok what Changbin said, and Hoseok went pale.
It had been a year since he used his voice, but he still said what needed to be said. "I-I know how to help with head in-in-j.." "Injuries." Yoongi finished. Changbin nodded, and Hoseok instantly asked for his water bottle. Hoseok did all he could while the Ambulance was on it's way. Felix even fluttered his eyes open for spilt second, but he didn't fully awaken. Hoseok, Yoongi, and Changbin were all angry, sad, and confused. The ambulance arrived and they watched it go, they didn't get in because of how scared they were that they'd see him pass away.
Yoongi called all of his gang, and so did Changbin. Hoseok was trying to get the car running and start driving, but he couldn't. He couldn't see through his tears and guilt. He slammed the door and walked into the building, and up to the apartment. The door was unlocked.
He walked in and looked out the window, seeing a note taped to it.
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He walked up to it, and read it.
Today is when I give up. I messed up. Taehyung, you get my apartment. Jungguk, take my fish. Tzuyu, make sure to grab that one coat you love. Hoseok, Yoongi. I'm sorry Hoseok, I'm stupid. Or- was stupid. You get the money. Put it towards your hearing, okay? It was my fault. I know you hate me but please, take care of yourself? I still love you.. Yoongi, I must apologize to you too. I put you through so much with the Hoseok ordeal. Yoongi, you can take my art and dance supplies for Hoseok. I love you all, make sure Changbin also knows how much he means to me, how much I love him. Goodbye, I love you.
Hoseok was sobbing, Yoongi walked in and saw him.
"what's wrong, what's wrong?"
Hoseok pointed to the note, and Yoongi read it. Pretty soon, even with tears in his eyes, he got up and dragged Hoseok downstairs, and into the car. He started driving to the hospital, Changbin already left. (JUST RIGHT NOW FOOL BY WINNER CAME oN GOD IM CRYING)
They arrived and rushed to the room where Felix was, Changbin and Taehyung were standing over his seemingly lifeless body, seeing it being jolted by the defibrilator.
Finally, his eyes opened and he started breathing again. Coughing. Crying. Breathing. But, luckily, not dying.
Changbin let out a sob of relief, and Taehyung was just thanking god over, and over again. (oh goodness now toy by block b is on, kill me) Felix quickly said, "Why am I not dead- wait no, no, no, no wait you saw the note- you saw the note!" Changbin realized, of course he would have left a note. "I didn't baby I promise I didn't, don't worry. No one did." he said, kissing his head. Felix sniffled, "Good." Hoseok and Yoongi looked at eachother with guilt in their eyes. Felix didn't need to know that they read the note, and saw it all.
HOSEOK POV _____________________________________
He doesn't need to know. He doesn't need to know. No, he never will. I promise you Felix, I forgive you. (and now sorry by the rose oh boy WE'RE UP FOR A SHISTER SOB IG) And Felix, we can start dancing again eventually.
NORMAL POV _____________________________________
Hoseok walked up to the bed and spoke, "Felix I love you, t-thank you for living." Felix looked at Hoseok in shock. Felix tried to sign "You don't hate me?" but, Yoongi had to translate. Hoseok hugged Felix and whispered into his ear, "No way, kid."
a/n- SORRY IF THIS SUCKS I MADE MYSELF CRY AGAIN OH GOODNESS GRACIOUS MAN I DUNNO WHY I KEEP WRITING ANGST BUT THAT ENDING JUST MADE ME CRY LIKE YLIA DID UHGHGJDAHJDKHAKJSHDKJSDNJK ANYWAYS LOVE YOU MY READERS BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EE E E E E NME E bye ily
