"Jisoo""What do you need, sir" The girl responded formally
"Why're avoiding me?" He asked worriedly
"Who said i was avoiding you?" She asked sarcasm all over her voice
"Well..no one, but i can feel it!" he defended
"Then if you think that, i'm just returning the favor!" she whispered shout, they couldn't be screaming at each other's faces in a party..it woukd just catch attention and cause a scandal or drama
"Returning what favor?" he was confused as hell already
"You know what, we're causing noise for all this bickering, you don't want to catch attention don't you? So just shut up, will you" She snapped at him
"Then let's talk somewhere else" he declared and grabbed the girl's wrist and brought her outside the venue, a small garden
"What do you even want to talk about?"
"Something!"
"Look, there's nothing to talk about.." She said
"You were the one who stopped talking first anyway" She whispered but he still heard
"Finally! There! You said it!" Jin exclaimed
"I did not say anything" she said and started walking back to the venue
"You're not going anywhere" he said as he blocked her, raising both his arms at his sides, towering over her
"Why do you have to be such a hard headed bish?!"
"No, you're a hard headed prick"
"Fine! You want me to talk? Then i'll freaking talk!.."
"Remember last summer? The time we confessed to each other? Yeah, you asked me if we could be..but i declined cause i was just seventeen! You understood, or you said you understood my agreement with my parents...i promised, eighteen years old will only be the time i can have a boyfriend.." She said and sighed a bit
"I didn't reject you, i just said i wasn't allowed, my parents are strict! I asked if you could wait and you said 'sure' and we just laughed at it"
"After that? You never texted me again...i thought you would've noticed i didn't like texting first...i waited..you chatted in the group chat, i replied to you there but you didn't, so i messaged you but you never checked!...it was frustrating! I wasn't able to talk to you guys in person cause i was in Japan that summer. I wanted to know if you were mad at me or what?!"
"First day of twelfth grade, i told myself not to talk to you, get you back..but you approached me right away, sat beside me and started a conversation like you didn't ignore me for weeks! But then i let you pass my walls again cause i'm a piece of stupid shit"
"But what makes me more stupid is when i said that i'd never like you again...it was like i let you go but i didn't blame myself cause you said the same thing anyways and then you just tell me you like this girl but then you suddenly like this other girl then you say you like my bestfriend, then you said you have a girlfriend!"
"I accepted that..but then rumours that you were 'cheating' on your girlfriend spread and blame on me?"
"They all said you liked me...but i turned a blind eye. Jennie even told me that you told her that you didn't even like Sana back? That you just went on with it when she confessed to you? I didn't believe her but i doubted you...i questioned, why would Jennie ever lie to me?"
"Then you broke up and Sana talked to me, she told me everything! Why were you such a jerk boyfriend? Why'd you even be her boyfriend if you didn't love her back?"
"Worse part is she said that you loved me? I was fighting my own thoughts over and over. Do you know how much said the same thing to me?"
"I wanted to prove it wrong even the thought that you were just lying to me the whole time about who you really like cause you can't confess to me, it's not much a big deal about who you like but i felt betrayed cause i freaking thought i knew everything about you! I wanted to prove you wrong but then you suddenly are my partner then you dance with me not pretending to be grossed out?!"
"I thought i was able to prove them wrong when we didn't talk much anymore these last school days, i was the one felt like you were avoiding me! Sure you talked to me from time to time but not like before!" she finished, she felt anxious on what he's response would be but on the other side felt real nice to let it out
"I'll be leaving, just talk to me again..like before.." She pleaded and then went back to the venue leaving him standing there, still absorbing everything he heard
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Fanfikce"But what makes me more stupid is when i said that i'd never like you again...it was like i let you go but i didn't blame myself cause you said the same thing anyways and then you just tell me you like this girl but then you suddenly like this other...