Tattoo Shop|BTS Jungkook FF

Five

With a sigh, Namjoon told Jungkook to lead me to my 'room' so I just casually followed him from behind. When we had gotten there, Jungkook turned around sharply and gave me a hard stare as he said, " Don't even try to escape because we've got cameras set up all around this place. And I won't hesitate to give you a harsh punishment. "

I waved him off with my hand, completely ignoring everything he just said because I already knew that, before I walked over to the closet and opened it. I looked through the various amounts of clothing before I pulled out some black shorts and a white shirt along with some underwear.

I looked around a bit until I found a towel before I entered the bathroom that happened to be attached to my room. As I entered the bathroom, I noticed there was another door on the other side which meant that this bathroom connected to my room and with someone else's for extra precaution.

I shrugged and made sure to lock both doors before I placed my stuff down onto the long countertop and quickly undressed. With a sigh, I took off the bandages for my tattoo on my back to find that it was healing nicely. I also took a good look at my bruised and bloody body covered in tattoos with many scars here and there in my reflection in the mirror.

With another sigh, I pulled my hair back and out of my face before turning on the shower head and entering the spacious shower once it was warm enough for my liking. With a content sigh, I allowed myself to stand there for a few minutes as I allowed everything to sink in.

Once I had let it all sink it, with another sigh I began cleansing my body. I grabbed some soap and smelled it a little before using it to lather my body with its nice scent and small bubbles that formed. I rinsed off once done until I began to wash my hair with some shampoo and conditioner as I wondered why all the smells seemed so familiar yet nice for my liking.

I ignored my thoughts and quickly finished my shower as I washed and rinsed out my hair before I turned it off and exited the shower. Once I had exited the shower, I shivered as the cold air hit my skin and left behind goosebumps forming all along my arms.

I walked up to the counter and began to pull on my pair of clothes that I had grabbed and once I was dressed, I wiped my hand across the mirror that was covered in condensation. I took a good look at myself before I let out another sigh as I took in the small cuts across my face along with the dark circles formed under my eyes from lack of sleep.

With another sigh, I grabbed my old clothes and my towel before I exited the bathroom and entered my room. I tossed my dirty clothes and towel into a basket by the bathroom door before I turned off the lights and climbed onto my bed with yet another sigh...man I've got to stop sighing so much.

I lay down on top of the blankets and covers, just blankly staring at the ceiling in disappointment mixed with boredom and a small sliver of fear. I have never been able to sleep at night ever since that had happened. Ever since then, I've just begun losing my sleep because I fear that if I close my eyes then another one is going to be gone just like that.

It honestly even surprised me when I had been able to take that nap earlier but that only means that I'm just going to have another restless night of rolling around as I hug myself tightly in some sort of way, a way to comfort myself from my sorrows.

I grabbed the pillow that was to my right and clutched onto it tightly as the visions came back again, slowly yet steadily in order to slowly begin killing me piece by piece. I shut my eyes tightly and clutched onto the pillow even tighter as the memory came back again and as I could hear those same screams that haunt me every night.

That same dark, taunting voice comes to me again and says, " Whats the problem? Why couldn't you save them huh? You were the beginning of all of this yet you're the one lying there helplessly, crying for it to stop. Why? Isn't this what you wanted? A world full of pain and agony? Why are you like this Chaein? Why when you were the one who started this? "

I shut my eyes tighter, if even possible, as their screams echoed throughout my head like a long, bone-rattling melody that had no end and no beginning. It was a loud chorus that sang like the sorrow souls of that certain night. That certain night that made me give up my old life and live hidden away and in the shadows.

I rocked myself back and forth as I gripped onto the pillow with as much strength as I possibly could while my legs unknowingly wrapped around it as well since my body seemed to be out of my control. I managed to go far enough into the nightmare without losing it until she came.

Her face, bloody and bruised horribly, seemed so lifeless yet she still smiled at me as blood dripped down the side of her face. There I stood, useless against the men that held me back as I fought as hard as I could. Yet, she just shook her head at me with her always caring and gentle smile before the loud piercing rang throughout my head as she fell down to the ground lifelessly, with a bullet in her head but a crack in my heart.

I could still remember the way I felt as if my entirety had crumbled down into dust and dirt as I was dropped down and next to her lifeless body. I still remember the way she still had a smile on her face even though she was covered in her own pool of blood and as I held her tightly against my shaking body. The way I screamed and cried for her as the men just laughed at me before walking away, making sure to leave me behind with a large scar that is still with me today.

I suddenly, felt as if I was back in control of my body as I felt myself shaking violently. I whimpered quietly before I ended up silently crying to myself. Suddenly, I gasped as I felt a pair of familiar arms pull me into a all too familiar chest.

I buried my face into my pillow as I felt Jungkook's large hand gently pat my hair as he spooned my smaller frame. As I was about to push my face further into my pillow, he suddenly ripped it away from me and threw it onto the other side of the bed.

Before I could even have a proper reaction, he had turned me around so we were face to face. My watery orbs stared into his dark ones that held so many secrets from me yet mine held their own as well. It seemed as though he stared straight into my soul right before he lightly tapped my cheek and pushed my head into the crook of his neck.

I sighed as I felt the memories continue to play around with my head. Without knowing, my arms had wrapped around Jungkook before my hands tightly fisted his shirt. My face was buried into his chest as he had wrapped his legs around mine while his arms were wrapped around my body as well.

Being in his arms felt as if I had somebody to lean on. I felt as if I was finally safe from the things that haunted me every night, only allowing myself sleepless nights. However, this time I noticed how it seemed to be that the screams dimmed into a light humming sound of a soft melody sang to children by their mothers and fathers. I felt my eyelids slowly begin closing and sleep had finally allowed me some peace for the night as I continued to lay in Jungkook's arms.