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rainbow

Lance POV

I don't know how much longer I can take this. It's like torture. The pain the shouting in my head.its gotten worse lately. Nobody knows. I can't eat I can't sleep... I can't feel. The person they think I was is gone I can't keep up the mask not anymore everything's to much. I want to let go but I'm scared of being swallowed up by the darkness. Nobody knows my secrets my scars. Nobody knows the real Lance McLain and nobody ever will. My time has run out there's no winding back the clock. I'm over let me fall nobody cares. I'm useless and broken. Torn apart tears and dried blood but when I finally close my eyes I see what I've allways wanted a rainbow because after the rain comes the pretty rays of color that has always been there but only now can you really see the light.