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Chapter seventeen

Jungkook POV

"Who are you?" I ask as I saw my self in the bathroom mirror. I don't look like that handsome,sexy jungkook now i look like a zombie, I sign as I sit on the floor, I close my eyes and can feel my tears wetting my face.

Kristen, Kristen, Kristen I keep mumbling her name.i missed her so much, how is she doing? I want to call her but managernim took my phone,I hate him for now ,I know he do that cuz he doesn't want another article to leek out. Still he's so mean!

"Jungkook are you there? "Jimin hyung ask as he  knock the door. I open the door and saw him,he has dark circles under his eye.

"Hyung am okay,and am not gonna kill my self so don't worry and sleep at night ," I said feeling guilty, because of me he stop sleeping and check after me, he must be worry for me that he had that dark circles under his eye. So sweet. He didn't say anything I get to my bedroom and lock it. Why am I acting like a jerk?when he was worried about me?I ask feeling disgusted.

I lay on my bed.why is life so hard?why is it? Why? I ask and grab my head shaking it, but something caught my eye. I saw a phone on my desk, I walk slowly and saw who is was, it was Jimins. Am so lucky to have him as my brother I said picking it up. I start calling to Kristen but she didn't pick up,is she okay? Why is she not picking her phone? I try many times got no response. I start searching for my name.

As soon as I wrote jungkook, there was many article about me and Kristen,I keep searching until my eyes land on something

which I wish never to see,

which I wish not happened,

which make me hate my self,

which make me hate my fans, moreover that,

which make her hurt even more that I already did.

I want to go to her but

how?

how can I leave this house?

How can I face her? Then I feel someone hugging me and I look up to see jimin, he's always there for me when I need someone.
After a while I start feeling better.

"Jungkook you need to go see her," hyung said making me widen my eye.

"How?"I ask in hopeless voice

"I will talk to namjoon that we're going out to take fresh air. " He said smiling

"Did you think he will believe us?"

"Yeah he Will be happy and say yes cuz it's the first time after that article you want to go out,so take a shower and come down" he said ruffling my hair.

I was surprised as Jimin said namjoon gave us permission, I can't wait to meet her. We take a taxi and I was shaking, Jimin grab my hand and gave me a comfortable smile. Jimin pay for the driver and we get off.

"What are you waiting for kookie? Go get in?" Jimin said when he saw me standing infront of her apartment. I don't think I can face her.

"What will I say hyung?" I ask taking a step back. Only to grab by him.

"Kookie think about how you miss her,what already done was done! Dont make this chance got wasted" he said looking serious.

I nod my head slowly and look at her door,something is not right!why is it so silent here? I knock the door and got no response, I try again to get the same response. Now I know something is not right. I look at Jimin,already he has the same facial expressions as me.

"Kookie do you know her password?"

"Yeah," I said and start writing her password. And the door opened,I push it slowly, and it was so dark, we get inside.

"Kristen?" I said searching for the light.
"Kristen are yo-"i get cut off

"Kook I found the light" Jimin said and he turn on the light. Which left me gasp and Jimin to cover his mouth. My knee gave up and I fell on the floor. Jimin run to my side and hold me tightly. I couldn't control my tears when I saw her house.

"Is that how she was living for the past weeks?"

"Is that Jimin?"

"How?"

"How can a person be this much rude? "

"What did she do wrong!?"

"What did she do that they made her life miserable? "

"Is she alive?"

"Is she okay?" I keep asking and start sobbing. Jimin hug me and start comforting me.

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I was laying on my bed thinking about where she would be . kookie just give me a little time I will make sure that you meet her! Jimin voice ring on my head, should I believe him and wait, I said I can feel my eyes getting closed.

"Kook! Kookie! Jungkookie!" Jimin start shaking me. I groan and open my eyes a little.

"What?" I ask in husky voice

"Here! I got your phone back!"he said making me get up and saw him with my phone,

I take my phone and open it to find 463 missed call,102 message.i saw the missed call and all of it was from Kristen, and I quickly open the message the last time she send me was in this week and it was a voice message. I want to hear her voice so badly that I touch the play button and raise the volume.

Hi bunny how are you?hope you're fine,I can hear her sniffing, was  she crying? Kook you know I have been calling to you but you didn't answer it,did you really think I was the one who spread our pictures? No I didn't think!you're not a person who would do something low like that! Why didnt you answer your phone, there was a long pause.do you know how much I was scared? I thought you will be there for noona so I keep waiting you and your call, I was stupid right? If you hear this voice message then that means you will not find me? What does she mean?  Am going to USA, I don't feel safe here anymore, and I don't have any reason to stay here so this will be my last message for you I wish I could meet you before I go,bye my bunny and I missed you. Then she hung up. And I was sitting on my floor crying and grabbing my heart it hurt,I heard my door open and look up to see jimin, when did he go out?he come by my side and touch my shoulder.

"Hyung sh..she said I....i.. ca..can't fi...find h..her?" I said with teary eyes.

"Kookie don't cry I can make you find her,"he said making my heart at ease but how can he find her.

"Hyung you have done enough for me,am lucky and am thankful for all of that but this you can't find her, we don't even know where she would be." I said with cracking voice look at the ground

"Trust me kookie I have many connection." he said squeezing my cheek.

TBC
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