Life

Chapter 1

Sky's P.O.V

I will try to give you a summary for my life for you to keep up.

I remember it completely I've never imagine that anyone would do that since It was new to me.

It was first day of elementary school and I was so nervous but excited to make new friends other than my family members.

I got inside of my class looking around and I thought 'Maybe it wouldn't be as bad as I thought. I should just go talk to any of them.'

Spoiler alert; It wasn't a great idea.

I walked over to a group of people talking about something.

"Hey!" I continued. "Do you mind me sitting with you?" Smiling widely not knowing what will happen next.

"Of course why not." One of them said giving me 'a smile'.

"Thanks. I don't have any friends cause I am new here." I said sitting beside them.

"So.. you're new here you said? Whats you're name?" Another one said.

"Oh! It's Sky, Sky Blue." I said smiling at her.

They started telling me their names and the next thing I knew that they were secretly trying to kick me out.

"So.. I guess we are done here... you can go now." The girl who told me I could sit with them said.

I sat silent for a minute thinking of what she just said. After I realized that they didn't want me to hang out with them. I just stood up.

"Yeah.. sure.. I've got other thing to do." I said walking away and went to sit alone.
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That day was weird and since then I dicided that no one wants me to be with them anymore.

I started making imaginary friends out of my drawings so I won't feel lonely. I had

Marry: she was the smart one who supposedly helped me in my exams.
Berry: She was the one with the sense of humour who turned every serious thing into a joke.

They used to go everywhere with me and I never felt alone which was really nice and lovely.

Middle school was the mental break down point of my life. I was always teased for thing I truly loved and I felt really alone even when I had real people who supposedly were my friends.

That's when my imaginary friends really helped me to feel better and supported me.

I think people would think that I was really weird because I was talking to them out loud and laughing out loud but I stopped when I noticed it.

I am now it high school and things are just getting started.
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I just woke up and I already want to die. What a great start of the day.

I got up and went to the bathroom, took a quick shower and got ready and went to eat breakfast.

I got toast and put it in the toaster while making coffee and listening to my favourite song. 'R.kelly-Ignition'

I sat down and made sure I have everything ready for school and started eating breakfast while watching cat fail videos. Don't judge me they are hilarious.

It's the first day of school I have to refresh my thoughts knowing that I am going to hell in 15 minutes

I finished eating and drinking then  I took my bag and went to the bus stop.

I usually meet my friends their in the bus. It makes the bus ride way more fun.

The bus came and I sat in my favourite seat like always knowing that my best friend Susan sits right behind me.

I rested my head on the window listing to music closing my eyes thinking of everything that past those past years and how lucky I am now that I actually have someone I could call my friends.

Susan got on the bus interrupting my thoughts saying. "Hey girl!" Coming closer for a hug.

I stood up and gave her a tight hug. "Hey. I missed you so much. How was your summer vacation?" I asked sitting down again.

"Normal I guess. It's much better staying home than going to school." She said giving me a small chuckle before continuing. "How was yours?"

"Nice I guess. I didn't go anywhere but from home to my grandma and back home." I smiled softly.

Her facial expression changed and from smiley to concerned or uncomfortable.

She knows well that I know that she went out with Lily, Rachel without inviting me. Which actually didn't bother me much. Because I rather stay home than go anywhere.

"So, you excited to see your friends again?" I said breaking the awkward silence.

She nodded and I just sat down and started thinking about all the things I said. It's usually something I do to make sure I didn't say anything stupid.

Interrupting my thoughts one of my classmates Minna Paterson came on the bus. We weren't that close but we still loved each other but we didn't know each other that well.

"Hey!" She said waving at me before sitting in the seat on front of me.

I smiled and waved back still listening to the music I was listening to. I always wondered what is it like be that friend that you can't live without, how does it feel to be needed or wanted. It's a feeling that I am not really familiar with.

The bus stopped and another one  of my supposedly friends came in. It was Lily Cruise. She was on that I always felt like she just doesn't want me to be there.

She came closer and hugged me and gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek. "Hey. I missed you so much."

I smiled and nodded before letting go of the hug. Whenever people tell me that they missed me I always wonder why didn't they text me then or checked how I am doing. That s what I usually do.

The bus stopped in front of Hell. It was time to face the place which is filled with fake people the place I hate the most... School.