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Part 3 - Upside Down...

I stare at my body in the mirror as I wait for the shower to warm up. I can see my hip bones and my ribs poke through my skin and my blue eyes look so dull and lifeless as they stare back at me. My blue eyes look so deprived of a normal life wanting and needing it to get through. I step into the shower and wash my hair and body that is left.

"Evelyn, time to go," my mum calls me from downstairs.

I quickly chucked on some black fatpants and a blue sweater that made my eyes glow a little bit from there dull and lifeless state they have been in for a while. I jump into the black range rover as my mum drives me to the doctors.

"See ya mum."

"Bye honey."

I walked slowly into the doctors place as I was dreading the moment that would most likely change my life. I haven't been doing great job at gaining weight, I did eat a whole pizza the first night though which I am hoping will help with the 5 kg weight gain that I need. My name is called by my doctor, he is so attractive, i bite my lip as I walk behind him into the room, that I dread the most.... The weighing room.

This is the room that I never wanted to see ever again after what I was told last time I came to get weighed as my mum had noticed that I hadn't been myself and been eating properly. I walk towards the scales and hop on as I wait for the reading to say that I am fine to go back home after this appointment is all over.

A sigh of relief falls from my lips as I read the scales 55 kgs, which means I have gained 6 kgs since the last visit.

"Ok Evelyn all is looking well just follow me back to my office."

I walk back hurriedly as I want this to be over and done with so I can get back to my homework that I need to do.

"Evelyn, there is something I have been meaning to tell you. Dr Mehoff is a fake name to cover my identity as I don't like a lot of people to know who I am. My name is actually..."